第四十四章 卑微
“當?何與???”??幸?少年??更?晴?霹靂??此噩耗?陳羽覺????忍跟少年明??
“唉?”?燁歎???特意繞???趙???????般結果?
“????????見??騙??????”陸雪薇?覺?少年?糊弄?紙包?住火?遲早????雖???殘忍??該讓?知???切?
“甄師兄???勞煩?派?帶???趙家莊?趟?讓?少年??????己曾經?家吧?”陸雪薇?向少年????邁???坎????少年?己????若?????未嚐??苦盡甘??學??本事?報?血海深仇?雖?機?渺茫；若?橫?死意?活?宛?行屍走肉?真??回?乏???做????稍加勸導?讓?重燃希望?
“?用?師兄?此???事????帶路?走?遭吧?”甄?凡放??茶杯?
話題??沉重?陳羽見連?話?甄?凡?低?喝??茶??言????燁更?眉?緊皺?唯??己跟陸雪薇平靜???
陸雪薇給?己沏??杯新茶?喝完???“走吧?該???總???躲????????”
陳羽跟???走??打算???趙家莊走走?繡虎與何笑????打算同??????此離???用??叫????
少年本?走?涼亭??卻見陸雪薇幾?皆走????止??步伐?傻站?等?幾????
陳羽?少年??疑惑??概???主意??知??幹什???燁?經隱??愁容?????什?端倪?甄?凡?臉?掛回?笑容?給?感覺?沐春??若??聽甄?凡??茶???????甄?凡??喋喋?休??候?甄?凡??點煩?
“走吧???送?回家?”陸雪薇輕柔?跟少年???
“??待?學宮吧?”陸雪薇跟龐鳴????龐鳴???睡意朦朧???帶????
“啊?哦哦?”龐鳴稍微清醒????聽見與?己?關??鑽回房內???騎馬????省?活?雖?????????落馬?擔憂???龐鳴????動彈??路奔走骨???顛散架??
少年懵懂?點點??陸雪薇走????意識?跟????
陳羽跟?走????儒家學宮布局?致??倒???便利??管何處?學宮?走?????樣?路???熟悉?
?馬廄內騎馬?學宮?甄?凡從???????帶路??路向東?走???東城門??青石???騎行?往更遠處???
青石??寬闊?路?走?兩側???供車馬奔走?此?尚早???空閑??路?暢通?阻?
當青石????盡??綿延?絕?屋舍?戛??止?再往????望?際?農田??田???縱橫?通往其?處?遠處?依稀?見??村落?輪廓?周圍?矮山??墾???梯田?正值初秋???早麥正?收獲??候?田????影?經?忙碌??
蛙蟲鳴叫??派田園?光?
趙家莊離臨淵城?算太遠?????腳程?騎馬????陣??工夫?算??????鎮雛形?鄰近回鄉?少年????顫抖?眼???銀光閃爍?
甄?凡?未停??少年???激動?從馬?跳???跑回?片故土?
?法阻攔????阻攔???甄?凡領路???用擔?找??少年?由??走???行?
進?趙家莊?路?依稀?????少年跑?匆忙?倒??????路??異色??驚訝??同情??歎??
“?遠????????路?”甄?凡?????馬?
陳羽跟????路???指指點點?嘀嘀咕咕?
“?????正門???右拐?”甄?凡領??穿行??街?巷??座?宅??眼??
“何須??麻煩?翻牆便???”陸雪薇?完?陳羽覺??己衣領?陸雪薇揪住??己拔??????站??牆簷???又?陸雪薇拉?往?跳?
陸雪薇?思細密?曉?陳羽骨??行?徑直跳??怕????受傷?跳???棵??旁腳踢?幹卸??甄?凡與?燁緊隨其??
“怎??陳兄??武?嗎?”甄?凡?才?覺陳羽?似普通??原???陳羽真??露相?陳羽?談吐???常?????己眼拙????什?名堂?
“??”陸雪薇倒?先於陳羽?口回答??
“哦哦?原??此?”甄?凡???隨口問問?????放????
陳羽???報?歉意?微笑?
“???”陸雪薇?句話把眾??吸引????
“找?”甄?凡???少年?應該?往?別處?應該??宅???
“分??找???喊???帶??吧?老師?甄兄?????左??右?????搜?”陸雪薇???
陳羽跟?陸雪薇?往???屋舍走??
??邊角落??殘留?血跡?像??雨水衝刷?留???點餘跡????除?青磚??縫隙??暗紅?訴????曾經淌??鮮血?昭示???曾經死?冤???座偌??宅???今?經破落?寂寥?毫??機?
找??少年?聽?見聲音?宛???蒸??少年?腳程???此?快?極??????法接受眼???實?躲?某處?逃避?
血腥味——陳羽嗅???絲?雖????絲?微??查?
“??哪?”陸雪薇???陳羽?異舉?走????
“????邊找找??”陳羽佯裝?處找找????若??己???話???合適?把陸雪薇引??讓她??覺?
與陸雪薇?周圍?處找???陳羽?才走向散?血腥味??處???
?快陸雪薇????端倪???戒備???兒朝?血腥?源?走????
陸雪薇???經握住?細劍??色緊繃??步步慢慢走????陳羽打???勢噤聲??動?陸雪薇??進???屋舍?
?聲異響?屋頂傳??幾片瓦片高高飛????跌碎????
陳羽站?外??動?山??等甄?凡與?燁???貿?進????當??違陸雪薇?意願?盡管??聽??打鬥聲??像???設伏?
?用?久???幾眨眼?工夫?聽見???異響?越牆????最快趕??
“雪薇???嗎?”見?陳羽站?外???燁關切?問??
“嗯?陸宮主讓?站?外??她??進???”陳羽回答??
“?血腥味?”甄?凡?察覺??????同?處?
“進????”?燁提議?????聲音?應該???危險?像?陳羽站??????帶進?????防?測?
終究進????窺真容??屋內???明亮??麗?佇立?屋??血腥味源?陸雪薇????具屍體?????鬱鬱寡歡?少年??經???息??刀割喉?眼睛睜??死?瞑目?????塵世?留戀?臉色??驚慌跟猙獰?????死亡?恐懼?
陸雪薇?言???畢竟?曾經救????????盯牢?卻??意外???年幼??????光未?享受????戲?
聞見血腥味?陳羽?覺?少年?????測?雖?少年初遇??己??偏見???總??跟孩?較真?陳羽根本?放?????於???死?並?????重????????替?惋惜?逃??第?次死劫?????逃?第?次??或許??命吧?
“死???呐??死解百苦——”陳羽覺???算???解脫??畢竟??親故??????即便?死?今日?經見???悲劇????宛?行屍走肉苟活?
“逝者?斯??死?命?”甄?凡?口安慰??同情?憐憫???令?複?????曾????????遺留??等?獵物?門?確實??意?????????
“回?吧?”最先動??陸雪薇?陳羽瞥見陸雪薇?臉色??冷漠?經?????相處??經?她?性情???????明她?經???陸雪薇???此????她??情欲??她?陸雪薇?????其?沉迷?
?????歸????
“婆婆媽媽?”繡虎?遠處冷冷????
“卑微???物?才???死??玩弄於鼓掌???”繡虎覺??次???真??意義?????逮????結果?平浪靜?
何笑難???話???????離死別????什???
陳羽???龐鳴???難??眼淚?把?把?流???趙通?墓??塊?石插????墳包???簡陋???????削??刻??字???寒磣?唯??己幾?拜祭?
“?與??親故?歹相???”陳羽安慰?龐鳴????趙家莊?墳山?趙通?????死???辜者?經入土?安?趙通?歹?泉??與?團聚??
臨走??陳羽??眼????群新墳?明年清明?????????墓??拔?拔荒草??
?概??少??記???微?足????物??因太?卑微??命比草賤?即便?己等??事?拂衣??又何曾放????陳羽??暗歎??死?冤屈?卷入?朝堂博弈??
此?經年?君?誰識?