第四十七章:楊六池的包穀粑 2

  ?活給???磨礪?永?斷絕??????活??總??太???預料?事情???避免???所???????動??承受??接受?每????活???段旅程??路走?太艱難??強?撐?活??哪怕疲憊?哪怕歲月?梭?

  ?姑母?病??完兩?孩????漸漸??????雖?依舊貧窮???活?漸漸??????姑母結?婚????舅?家?口太??於?分?家獨立??單???家?口住?豬圈?樓??用?磚壘?門牆??周用藤條編?牆?再用石灰把藤條?牆糊?????用石灰把木板封死?倒?冬暖夏涼?

  ?姑母??樣?房??住?十?年????活條件漸漸???才?老屋基堂屋?旁邊又重新建??棟樓房?總算?????像樣?家??舅?家兄弟姐妹???跟?姑母結婚???舅?直?家?務農???兩?妹妹和?弟??年紀???門打工?????????結?婚?

  ?舅最??弟弟從?體弱?病???候????????隱約記??舅舅?瘦弱???肚?特別??像癟南瓜似?往?墜??因?肚?墜?太累??走?哪??用?捧?肚??????始讀書??候??聽??舅舅淹死??因???病???廁所??候???摔倒?糞坑???等家???覺??救????候?經奄奄?息?本??病未愈?受?冷水?激?又喝??肚?糞水??家?躺??兩???死???

  因??舅舅?死?導致?舅?父親?責???鬱鬱寡歡?病???苦苦撐?兩年??隨??兒????接連?變故導致?舅?母親性情?變?從此?常??姑母非打即罵?再加??姑母??兩?女兒???兒??她????姑母產??極??厭惡??古婆媳關係最難相處?原本?姑母極其柔弱?性格??忍受???樣?惡劣?辱罵?所?家庭?戰爭從未停息???歹堅持????

  漸漸????長成??表姐初?畢業???隨?她?姑母??沿海羊城??始??己艱難?獨立???旅程??年??表妹???遠門???粵省?另??城市?十??歲?年紀??紛繁??城市?????世界浮躁?繁華迷蒙?雙眼?輕易?走???己?城堡?迫?及待?渴望???世界走?走?留??己?腳印?卻?知?覺???雲霧籠罩?浮世?迷失??己?

  表姐?羊城打工??候?隨???????漸漸?走??初次離家?失落????繁華??市?沉醉??她?工廠?認識??己?第??男??十?歲??姑娘???迷惑?感情?陷阱??輕易?奉獻??己???刻?她?忘記?故鄉?忘記??己遠??父母???????己?經長???應該獨立?????屬於?己?追求?於?跟???男?????家??

  ???粵省梅市鄉??孩??比?表姐????歲????於同?農村???表姐??並?算什??重???她渴望??份愛情?她渴望嫁給愛情?少女???愛情蒙蔽???希望守?彼此??????年??表姐??兩?孩??她?男?買??輛貨車?幫?家拉貨賺錢養家?倒?其樂融融?因?表姐???達?法定結婚年齡?所?兩??並??真正?結婚?????????屬於她??己?家庭?她?己?從未?乎??????己?快樂?別???值?提?

  ?讀高???候?閑??聊???????買?張電話卡?用宿舍??座機給她?打打電話?表姐?跟???她?愛情???她?孩????她?男??????她?享受她??活????熱愛?己??活??候?才?眉飛色舞??提及?己?活??快樂?並且享受?樣?快樂?向?邊???炫耀?種快樂?

  ?表姐懷?第??孩???候?她?男??事???車????候把別?撞死??男??車????己撞死???把?己嚇死??表姐忍者悲痛?把第??孩??????等?滿月????托公公婆婆照顧孩???己回?馬鬃嶺?老家?

  ??候?正?高?畢?業??家?閑???姑母家住??段???表姐回???每次??????少?話?轉???又?始忙活???知?表姐?憂傷????跟她??交流?????表姐把?己陷入忙碌??姑母??段日??愁???????己?女兒受罪??己更加?疼??管兒女做?什?事情???己?父母眼?永遠??寵溺?痛???姑母受??酸並?比表姐少?她??默默?忍受????

  “?曉??姐姐?事情??”姑母問??

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  “?己曉??行????亂??”


  姑母似乎顧忌?什???知?她顧忌什??????點點?並???什???姑母家呆?兩???回家??年輕???腦?簡單????思考???複雜?東西???願意?思考什?與己?關?事?哪怕?家表姐?事情??需???操???需???聽?????

  ??表姐再?????候??姑母強迫她留?????讓她????托?媒?給表姐???門親事??快把表姐嫁???????安場鎮?靠近學校???給她買?房??兩??????己??家??己??活?表姐?性格隨年輕?候??姑母?溫順?逆?順受???剛毅?堅韌?

  表姐?第?段婚姻?幸福?因??己經曆??所?更懂?珍惜?婚????己??雙兒女?表姐夫掙錢養家?表姐?家相夫教???活??樣?單調?重複???活正?屬於平平淡淡??平平淡淡?快樂????己?