第四十章:孤兒
?????快?快樂????眉????快樂???眉?光淨整潔???憂愁???眉?總?若幹豎紋?
????活??總?太??法左右?事情??法抗拒????動接受??????場修行?????行深????坦?接受命運安排給???切??樣??活?充實?踏實????修行??家??境?隨?外界??切??伏??樣????活?感受??快樂??管?活給予??什???????接受???再試??改變最壞?結果?
賢佐跟???同年代???比?哥???比????賢佐?父親早逝?所?更像??孤兒?單親家庭?孩??更像孤兒???母親含辛茹苦拉扯??兄妹幾?長??賢佐?最??孩??所?受?寵愛更????賢佐比????輩??????叫叔?直接叫??名????父親曾??士先???世?並??給??留?什?福澤??哥哥姐姐?????門打工??掙?錢供養??學???賢佐跟??數山?孩??樣??書本並?感興趣?倒?更貪玩???
初???候????鎮??賢佐??馬鬃嶺腳?希望?學?每???亮?從家????走半????才?學校??午放學又走?十分鍾爬山回家??????學習??學校?????把??混滿?回家?????馬鬃嶺?孩??通病?初?畢業??賢佐??門??跟?親戚朋友??羊城打工?
??羊城?日??倒?安?踏實??工資拿??比?家?種?輕鬆???於?靜????班?漸漸?熟悉??倒??魚?水????羊城?邊打工?鄉親??平??????吃吃飯喝喝酒逛逛街?日??算充實???年紀漸漸?????始思春??同?廠??班?年輕妹???熟悉????始接觸??談???女朋友?同?異鄉?兩?寂寞男女?交往?段????????
賢佐屬於典型?農村勞?漢?雖?瘦瘦??黝黑?皮膚掩蓋?住黔北高原?鄉土?息?咧嘴?笑?滿嘴參差?齊?黃牙?煤礦?????周圍???牙齒??黑黃色??跟?????女???農村??????往往農村???女???比城??女?更??虛榮??更???實?
兩???????避免????活??瑣碎?和?同?活習慣?碰撞?倒??路吵吵鬧鬧???????女?懷?孩??兩?又??避免?爭吵???女?希望??己?老家結婚?賢佐希望帶她回馬鬃嶺結婚?相持???漸漸?拖?久??幹脆?別回?????羊城把孩??????
孩???????兩????活更艱難??陌??城市?賢佐???掙錢養活女?和孩??工資堪堪夠用??班忙活廠??活計??班忙?伺候和孩??賢佐累?徹底?兩?像???夫妻?樣??活??????談戀愛?花?月??浪漫????活?柴米油鹽?瑣碎???更加浮躁?
賢佐原本??脾????男????算?擔當????活?艱難逼???步?步?陷入?盡?昏暗??所?兩???爭吵?越加劇烈???女?丟?孩?獨?回?娘家?賢佐兩眼?麻黑??陌???城市??帶?孩?????班???班又????活?源???請?假把孩?送回?老家?給?己?老母親帶??又匆匆?趕?羊城?等女?從老家回???樣?等待??奈???悲涼?
賢佐??等?女??回??等???分??消息?女??家??同意她遠嫁??讓她?門???老家給她相親?讓她?近嫁????兩???????結果???讓兩??更累???分??讓兩???更??找?己?未??賢佐???動?承受?承受?短暫?愛情賜予?己?酸甜苦辣鹹?承受所???未??迷惘?
賢佐?孩??直?老家???母親??邊成長?賢佐???年??候?回???孩?????整年?孩?像?孤兒?樣?孩?挺喜歡???????家???常常?跑??家?玩???聰明??機靈??奶奶?事?坡忙農活?????獨?跑??玩???搗蛋???安安靜靜??娛?樂懂事?讓??疼?
孩?知??己?母親跑???知??己?父親???活?外?奔波??知??己?奶奶年紀???所?格外?安靜???歲?孩???調皮??????別?孩????早熟??智?早熟???知??樣?早熟?於孩?意味?什????把?己當成??孩??陪陪??跟?玩玩遊戲?跟???話?
“??爸爸嗎?”??候??問??
“?哦?爸爸?年才回??”?稚??臉?才??絲孩?才應該??淚花?
“???媽媽嗎?”
“?哦?別???媽媽?????????媽媽?”??眼睛?滿?迷茫??從???知??媽媽?什?樣?感覺?
“?爸爸再給?找?媽媽回??????”?逗??
“??嘛??媽媽才?哦?”?家夥眨巴眨巴眼睛?
??眼???缺乏?父愛母愛?孩????忍?再逗?????懂事讓??忍?住抱抱????抱??給?講故事?講?知??童話???讓?聽筆記本????童話?馬鬃嶺??網絡?所????反反複複?放給?聽???認真?
“哥哥????找??媽媽嗎??蝌蚪???找媽媽?”?家夥?問題打??措??及?
“???????????等?長?????找媽媽??”
“???才??嘛?”
“等??哥哥?????候?????”
“爸爸和婆婆?準?怎?辦?”
“?????準????長?????己???”
?家夥哭??哭??傷???難???
“哥哥???快點長??”
?啊????快點長???許???問媽媽?什????????????己?媽媽???希望??己?媽媽陪?陪?