夢歧予煜
公孫玲瓏極????掙脫姬煜?引??給?己找??蜷縮?空???卻?奈????姬煜??像?蝕骨?毒藥?般?越?掙紮逃離?便越?將??周圍?空?攪?更加凝滯??需?????目光???奮??瞬??複存??
公孫玲瓏???望?姬煜?美目?忽?閃????晶瑩?微微泛紅?眼眶?打轉????股股酸澀流??似?委屈?又似??舍‘莫非?世?欠?何種?今?????樣折磨?愛????親????恨????離???????究竟?怎樣苦痛掙紮?才?將?掙脫……’
姬煜?????公孫玲瓏?目光注視????????猶低?疑惑???己??掃射??圈???並?特別????又見公孫玲瓏眼?忽?泛??點點晶瑩???頓?湧??股異樣?情?
?種眼???用???切??經??言???????姬煜??知?該?何?????尷尬?站?原??雙?胡亂???己??摸索????找??帕?公孫玲瓏擦眼淚?情急??卻又遲遲找???
終於?姬煜從甲胄?抽??塊絲巾?姬煜?怕公孫玲瓏?眼淚?隨?掉???急忙尷尬?笑?將?帕貼近公孫玲瓏傾國傾城?臉蛋?
鼻尖?股香?襲??望?姬煜????公孫玲瓏?緩緩回????目光望向姬煜遞????帕??隨????並??欣慰與歡喜???目光陡??凝?意識??把推??姬煜快?接近?己???
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“?……玲瓏……”姬煜?公孫玲瓏猛?推??猛??愣?隨?低??公孫玲瓏?淚水此刻?經決堤????注?般從精致宛?雕刻?般?俏臉?流????
未等姬煜???什??公孫玲瓏?知哪??勇?竟??把將擋????姬煜退???等姬煜反應直接?跑???帳?臨走???忍?住傳??聲聲輕輕?抽泣?聲?
姬煜渾渾噩噩?望?公孫玲瓏消失?望向???悵??比?空蕩蕩?仿佛少??什??般“她??怎???”
????姬煜???理解??公孫玲瓏剛剛?舉動??她?印象??公孫玲瓏絕???種將情緒表露?臉??泄?別??????
正當姬煜準備收??帕??追趕公孫玲瓏??候?餘光?忽?瞥見??帕???行?字?隨?姬煜??髒?猛?糾痛?????切瞬?變?明朗???
姬煜?把將?帕緊緊握?????像?怕?別??見?般??隨?又?禁苦笑?聲?萬般?奈?搖?搖?“唉……??……”
姬煜緩緩鬆?拳??將?張帶?香???帕攤???帕?用???絲綢繡??做工精細?比??????條金色?爪巨龍與?尾鳳凰?正?皇室?象征?
?繡???帕?主?並??別??正?從?陪伴姬煜??長??姬夢歧?????緊??緊????帕??哪行??‘’?
???字?若??姬煜???再尋常???????公孫玲瓏?眼??便?刺骨?鋼刀????從?頂紮進?幾經接近崩潰?內??
?????公孫玲瓏剛剛?此??反應逃離?帳?實???己?疏忽與?該??????姬煜??湧??抹抹愧疚?情???邁步?追公孫玲瓏??又?覺停??原?????算追??公孫玲瓏?又?和???什?呢?
難??和她????夢歧??己繡???普普通通??帕?嗬.……??公孫玲瓏???便??此嘛?婚約?事??己傷害?她?漢??事??己傷害?她??今?帳???帕??疑再?次刺痛?她?內??
明明??根本??什?接觸????相處??何情迷???形????己竟?虧欠?她????或許?常??????切??公孫玲瓏?廂情願??作?情??誰又?否認??顆滾燙?又善良??呢?
?????姬煜?覺?渾?脫???連靈??散??幾魄跟?公孫玲瓏?哭聲???世?最難渡?便?情關?萬年苦?菩提??己曾癡?於佛??終究騙???己????世??少糾纏??等待??己???虧與欠?又?夠???呢?
且?公孫玲瓏破門???帳??路?知?向?跑????最終??處城牆?停?????直強忍?情緒再??法繃住?整??仿佛垮掉??般直接刷???癱軟??????
淚水?斷從眼眶?滑落?浸濕????衣袖與漆黑?秀??公孫玲瓏渾????靠?城牆?抽泣??眼圈?斷浮?剛剛姬煜?帕?????字???宛?萬把鋼刀?斷?回穿刺“?什?……?什?……?究竟??什???什??讓???????明明??做錯什???????????靜靜?????稍微?委屈????疼?????”
“?知???愛??知????同??????娶?入門???許?名分?更????憐惜?甚至?連??己???恨?入骨?恨?己軟弱?恨?己?情?恨?己優柔寡斷?恨?己越?越??由己?
??經抹殺?所??渴望?放??所??尊嚴?哪怕???入死?哪怕?埋骨?鄉?????????夠?和?????點點????點點????
?什?……老??什????殘忍?明明??????舉?卻又精確將?打入深淵?‘’?嗬嗬???親昵???溫暖???令?羨慕???令?……鑽?疼痛……”
公孫玲瓏?邊抽噎??邊靠?冰冷?城牆?呢喃??土漬灰塵沾染?她?衣服與徑直??頰?誰???????????色冷酷?雷厲?行?靠山王此刻竟???同??弱??助?動物?般?此?憐?躲??牆角??抽泣?