第十一章 蕭瑟的冬 新
??再回????早??校園??瑤??捧?陳?雲送給她?奶茶?滿腦??亂??糟??知????什?東西?奶茶眼??快?涼???她??糾結??底該?該喝?
莫名其妙????調戲??番??瑤??知??己?底?高興?????畢竟突????從???肯主動與??話?同學搭訕???送?禮物??少???點驚喜加驚嚇??怎?形容呢……?像?……遇??外星?突???帶????星球參觀?樣??底?幸運???幸呢……
“早啊?”??從??拍????瑤?肩膀?把她嚇??跳?
“怎???嚇成?樣?”??走??瑤???原??涵煜?
“?……?事?呃……早?請?喝奶茶?”?瑤??把???奶茶遞????
?????幹什?啊?
?什????把奶茶送???啊?????第?次收?男?送?禮物啊??怎????轉??送??啊???糾結???半??意義何?啊?快點?辦法?回?啊?
“???啊?謝謝??”涵煜接?奶茶??致估算???溫度???偷偷使用????型?火魔法:“??涼??”
快點??回?啊?再晚???奶茶??????該用什??法?回?啊?直接?嗎?肯定?行啊???剛送???啊?委婉?點嗎????委婉啊????……哦???……
把?打?頓搶回?????嗎?
涵煜正?給奶茶加熱?卻???瑤?眼睛?直直勾勾?盯??……???奶茶??笑?笑:“??……???毒吧?”
“???怎???毒呢?絕??????……應該??吧……”?瑤??話聲越?越????又突?撲向奶茶:“?奶茶?經涼??????別喝?吧???給?買杯新??”
涵煜轉??圈?正?躲??飛撲????瑤:“哎呀??覺???溫度挺??????必麻煩?吧?謝謝???意啦?”
“快給??”撲空???瑤又轉???再?次撲向涵煜?
?她又撲空??涵煜單腳獨立?穩穩?站??旁邊長凳?椅靠?:“?什?剛送?奶茶又?搶回?啊?難?成……?什?重?意義嗎?”
“??管?”?瑤跑???抓住涵煜?腿把?拉????
“啊???”
伴隨??聲短暫?淒慘?慘叫聲?涵煜捂?襠部跪倒?????剛才?拉????候?正?雙腿岔?騎??木質?椅靠???果???魔法盾擋??恐怕?馬????東廠西廠江南皮革廠什??應聘??
?瑤搶走????奶茶:“?????打翻?”
“??歹關????啊????半?差點?交待??????”???翻滾?涵煜委屈??喊?
?瑤捧?奶茶:“哦?”
???????兩?捧??樣?兩杯奶茶從學校超市走????邊?邊走?校園?主幹???聊???非????日常瑣事?班委?工作或者期末考試?類??
?知????久???男?拉?媽媽??從??旁邊走???????又???學?和媽媽??走????學校???漸漸??????
由於各?交通遭受?譴破壞?緣故?長途旅行?安全性往往????保障???像“親?相逢”?樣??型活動才?讓?覺?????點點???相信??幾乎成?孩??與父母相見?唯??式?
?“親?相逢”?年才?舉行?次?回?探望孩??父母往往又舍???己?工作?又?再回?原本?城市?
?年才換???短短兩?月?相見?真?憐啊??瑤???
“真幸福啊?”涵煜喃喃?語:“????父母?”
“涵煜??父母嗎?”?瑤問??
“?剛???爸爸?死??兩歲??媽媽?死?……爺爺把?養???歲??死?……???鄰居養??????搬走?……???離???搬走??”
“抱歉?”?瑤????覺??點奇怪:“?什???鄰居?……”
“??鄰居家???男孩和??女孩?哥哥?十年?考??全國排名第????華淵?學??經博士畢業???妹妹和?同屆?成績?直?差?經常受父母批評……”
“高考???妹妹突?找???送???枚戒指?”
?瑤?才注意?涵煜?左??名指??直戴??枚戒指?銀?色?鐵質指環????指?繞?兩圈???又首尾相連?形成??淚珠形?空槽?嵌??顆黑色?????什?材料?寶石?
“?和她?玩笑??戒指?愛情?象征??她告訴???枚戒指叫做‘恨’?”
“?什??”?瑤?明??
“她???奇怪??段話……”
戒指????環?首尾相連????始???終止?
?點??終點?死亡????源?
仿佛?與死?螺旋?賦予??命?????親?終結?????
“當?晚??她?割腕?殺??”
涵煜??體??微微?顫抖??語?卻平靜像?日常閑聊?般?
“高考成績?布???考??全國???辰???她連?本線????”
所謂?與死?螺旋……所謂父母……?底?把孩?逼死?少次才高興啊?
“鄰居?口咬定???錯?因??和???女兒早戀?才導致她?殺??”
“?承認??”
“?什?啊?”?瑤激動?跳???:“早戀什??完全??拿?當理由吧???什??背??鍋啊?”
“???經失??女兒????讓??再??份內疚?”涵煜搖?搖?:“?且?即便???????信嗎?”
“???並??因此責備????從鄉?搬??城??從??????再??見????”
“???啊……”
“?事?”涵煜溫柔??笑???岔??話題:“馬????午??????請?幫????淩萱?床??????和她??走走?”
“嗯?”?瑤點?點????回宿舍???
宿舍??淩萱把?件滿?鮮血?衣服輕輕疊??輕撫?它??料?閉?眼睛?陳?雲?沾滿鮮血?猙獰?容隱約??腦海?浮??
“?果???同???呢?”
?從?????????????陳?雲?陳?雲?陳?月?陳?月??論???相似???依舊?兩?完全?同???準確?????性?兩?極端????從??降??使?另??????嗜殺成性?惡魔罷??
??候所穿?衣服?淩萱把它鎖進?櫃?????血跡斑駁???她抹?????抹??痛?
畢竟?雖?痛苦????唯??回憶?
正當淩萱將?關?櫃門??候??瑤從她???走???:“??血……??怎???”
?啊???候?事?她??知??
?回學校?路??學???經?討論機場????事情????????聽途????所討論??早???真實?情況??
“?什??”淩萱簡簡單單?回答??句便鎖?櫃??
臨近期末?學校???數課程??結課??果????????候?學????躲?宿舍?玩?機?????外???????少?又少??
????校園?卻???往?孩??拉?父母??邊散步邊向??講述?????或事?或誇耀?或抱怨?或興奮?或???歡聲笑語充斥?校園?每?角落?
淩萱??眼???片幸福歡快?景象??由?裹緊?外衣?
今年?冬????冷啊……
?知何??眼??景象?經漸漸模糊?淚水擋住?視野?淩萱低??緊抿?嘴唇加快?腳步?卻猝?及防???撞????????
摔??痛?
?撞?????話???向她伸??????
淩萱握住??????輕輕?把她拉?????冬季?寒???????溫度竟顯?異常溫暖?
淩萱站穩??體?“謝謝”????口?抬???卻????張毫?表情?臉?和?熟悉???再熟悉??色長??
“??啊?”淩萱低聲喃喃?
陳?雲?聲?響?走??原本跟?????陳?雪走??替???聲“???”?
“??撞????用?歉?”
“???指??……”
陳?雪???淩萱?眼睛:“?哭??”
“與??關?”淩萱抹??臉??淚痕?向?走?兩步又停????“?句話??從陳?雲?學???”
?完?淩萱繼續???回?往?走?
“?因?昨??事嗎?”淩萱??影越走越遠?陳?雪??抬高?音量:“?明???痛苦???……”
“?明?什??”
?句話?淩萱本?應該喊???????她?語?卻?乎意料?平淡?仿佛僅僅??語?稍稍冷漠點?日常閑談罷??
“?????知???該???????昨???當???女兒??殺?她?父親?雖??知?????冒牌貨????所作所??????????親眼??整條馬路???屠殺殆盡??動於衷???怎???明???痛苦??????????????群?血?淚??情?義?怪物罷?……”
“????怪物?”陳?雪高聲打斷?淩萱?話?
淩萱愣住??陳?雪?察覺??己??激動??稍稍平複????情??她輕輕?彎?腰?向淩萱鞠??躬:“????”
“?明???痛苦????並非?情????怪物???所做??切??????讓?????世界?勉強存活???僅此???”
淩萱意識??己???????兩?相??沉默?片刻?陳?雲走????輕輕握住陳?雪??:
“走吧?”
涵煜?知何??經站??淩萱????她轉??正?????
淩萱?樣???失落:“??????分?”
“???情??原?????太?責??”
??底?因?什??憤怒?呢?因??見死?救???因??殺???假冒???父親??恨陳?雲?進?恨陳?雪???理由?恨?????理由?把她罵??頓??最???又???什?呢???她?情??她?血?肉?????校園???????淚水???????她嗎?
“???底該怎?做??真??難受……”淩萱?聲音???仿佛????言?語?
涵煜??回答淩萱?話???提????建議:“?果?情???話???玩?怎?樣?”
“玩??哪?”
“?哪?比?學校??走吧?”
陳?雲?直?遠處?????直???離??
“??必?和她爭吵??”
“???”陳?雪??委屈?“她??雲哥?怪物?”
“?本???怪物?”
“才????雲哥?……”陳?雪??辯解?什???她知???????什?用???把話收?回??
“??經幫?買??明??午?車票???該回??學??”
“知??……”
??往夢??火車??剛剛睡醒?陳?夜伸??懶腰?卻???碰??端?泡?回??陳?夢?
???泡?險??碰翻?嚇?陳?夢急忙向?退??步?
“????”陳?夜急忙?歉?
“?事??幸???灑???”陳?夢?聲音溫柔似水?語速?徐?疾?聽????舒服?
“?姐姐啊??亮?嗎?”
陳?夢?陳?夜???位置坐?:“????經?午???正?吃午飯呢???吃嗎?”
“??午????睡??????洗漱???”
陳?夢?急忙站????扶????洗臉池?輕輕?幫?掀?兜帽?鏡??映?十?歲少年?英俊?容?仿佛?塊精雕細琢?美玉?般?
“??弟弟真???世界?最????呢?”
陳?夜??羞澀?笑?笑:“姐姐每次?????”
簡單?洗漱????陳?夜伸??找毛巾?陳?夢突?抓住???腕?拿?毛巾?點點幫?擦拭?臉??水漬?
“因??管???少次???膩啊?”
“姐姐?”
“???”陳?夢收?毛巾?幫陳?夜重新戴?兜帽?指尖輕輕劃???臉頰?“?果??每?????該??……”
“怎?突?變?傷感??”陳?夜拉住她???“????直??姐姐?邊嗎?”
“???輩?????邊嗎?”
“當??”
陳?夢“噗嗤”?聲笑????她輕輕?抱住陳?夜:“雖?知??謊話????????……”?
陳?夜?伸?雙?抱住她?卻?內?輕聲??句“???”?
?錯???謊言????將傾盡???編造?謊言?卻????騙??己?