第六十章 多災多難

  “俊??事情???樣??”利特??再?????切??太突???太突???

  “東海??事吧?”俊?問?

  “?????宿舍哭??久???安慰????行???應該??睡覺?”利特?忍?再??????切???太突???太突???

  ???東海????己??????東海??帶?笑容?????今?淩晨3點東海??父親?世??2006年8月8號東海?永遠?失??父親?永遠?東海?獲??位??表獲獎感言??帶?句“希望爸爸?體健康?”?俊??????忍?住閉?眼睛?再次睜???經帶??點濕潤?

  “??什??候?參加葬禮?”俊?問?

  “行程????幾??家?輪流??行程?難湊?????和銀赫明?跟?東海??回??俊????傷??養??確定??嗎?”利特問?

  “嗯?明????吧?”俊????????單純?????早點??

  “嗯?明?早????醫院接??”利特??

  “嗯??”


  “俊???早點休息吧???傷???養??”利特把吃完?晚餐包裝帶走?準備離??快走?門??俊?叫住?

  “特哥???安慰?東海?”


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  隔???午?俊??護士和經紀??幫助?換??黑色正裝???換??防震?保護套?準備?門?

  醫院?門蹲守???私?飯和粉絲???今???圍堵???歡呼????握?????簽名???穿?黑色?衣服?

  “俊???車吧?”?粉絲?矚目?俊?走??等????保姆車?

  “東海.……”俊?走?車??見??東海???靠?椅??????????憔悴?目視?窗外?眼???焦距?眼睛旁邊??清晰???淚痕?昨?晚?肯定哭??晚?

  俊??向利特?利特???搖?搖??俊???領悟?利特??肯定?勸?安慰???東海???種狀態?己再????意義???讓????靜靜????最???式?

  “哥……”東海?嗓????啞??聲音完全??平???嗓音優美?領舞東海?

  俊?拍?拍東海?肩膀?示意??用?????走?東海??坐??

  車?向東海?故鄉木浦?保姆車??跟?幾輛熟悉?車???今?????平??般跟???緊???慢慢?跟??

  從粉絲?知?東海父親?世?消息?始?東海家門口?陸陸續續???少花圈和百花???粉絲?送????雖???理由?參加葬禮?????????死者?尊重和?家屬?安慰?

  車程雖??長???因??路?言?????格外?慢?疲勞使?利特和銀赫忍?住睡??東海???介意???行程??因??己?父親?世?減少?今????犧牲原本用?休息???陪?己回?參加葬禮東海?經?感謝??

  俊???睡??透?玻璃?反射?直??東海???直??窗外?眼??直?渙散???又?像??什??離木浦越近?離故鄉越近?????畫??越熟悉??應該??感受?回家?感覺????次回家卻見???見?????且??輩??再?見???????東海?難受吧???久剛剛舞台表演失誤???又失??父親?事業和家庭??受??衝擊?希望??走?陰影?

  “媽……”??車?東海和隊友和經紀??步步走向靈堂??周?場景??告訴東海?????故鄉???記憶?彩色?????卻?黑?????東海?難受?淚水?經積蓄??久???見母親???刻全部釋放??像決?堤?樣??壩??等水流幹?才?停??

  東海抱??己?母親哭??久?再和?己?親???哭??久?隊友?????旁????祭拜?該做?必須?做?????死者?尊重???東海?尊重?

  “??俊?嗎?”東海?母親認?俊????因?見?或?俊??名???因?俊?救?東海?俊???戴?保護套包?紗布讓東海母親更加確信?

  “嗯????伯母?”俊?禮貌?回答?

  “謝謝??救??兒??”


  “伯母???受傷和??受傷?者?險更??????做??正確?選擇??相信?果當??坐???東海?????家??做???選擇??”俊???

  “????孩??謝謝???”


  “伯母節哀順變?伯父??定?像???樣?”俊?安慰??雖??知?東海和?母親?經聽?幾遍???俊???認?????句?

  東海哭完?恢複?安靜?和?己?親?站???迎接?每??客??和東海告別??俊???跟?其????告退??讓東海和家????呆幾?吧?

  “特哥?其???明??嗎?”俊??車?問利特?

  “應該??樣????希澈因?電視機公司?太?讓???”利特回答?

  “讓希澈哥注意?體吧?別太累??”俊?囑咐???????走回醫院?

  “哥?????行程吧?”利特向經紀??……

  “.……”俊?合??機??敢相信網??新聞????又?事實??果?謠言????傳???快?

  希澈哥?車禍???參加東海父親葬禮回??路??車禍??按報????嚴重?

  “嗬嗬.……”俊??禁?嘲??段?????事真?啊????什???悲傷?事情???組合才剛剛?始蹦向頂級idol?正?????進??升期?結果??????事情??己?受傷?東海父親??世?希澈?車禍?俊???最擔?????己???組合??且希澈和東海?

  希澈?車禍?底怎?樣??己?知???許?報?誇張???萬?更嚴重呢?萬?傷?真??重留??遺症甚至告別舞台?怎?辦?

  東海???情況???定????差?極限?俊?知?東海?直因??己?救??愧疚???東海?剛走?愧疚?陷入?失?親??傷痛?東海?性格?點內向?雖???像泰妍?樣悶騷????容易傷感?愧疚????東海眼淚??原因?俊?怕東海把希澈?車禍?怪??己?????真??樣???東海?精??定?垮掉??

  ‘老?爺?難??定?給???組合???磨難嗎??’


  “???比??????做??比???????許???打破循環?????”


  “?嗎??知?循環?少次??打破???差?步?????定論????早?”


  “嗯……???????幫??把?”


  “算?吧??知?幫助?結果……”


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