第5章 悲痛
縱歲月流逝????????永遠?變?
石光?待李珂?情感?卻??達??至深??步?絲毫?比李珂?感情弱?
??意料??石光??等?李珂?抬??她???靜靜?坐??仿若根本?知旁邊??站??
“早啊?”石光???口????李珂肯定??注意??己???怎????理?己?
李珂緩緩抬??目光相遇?卻??片刻???聲“早”?便繼續低???似乎本??抬????
???此刻?石光?經失??再見?喜悅?臉???愁容滿??
“她怎???難??喜歡???難????輕易?放????深沉?情感??應該啊?????什???什?她?表情卻??般平淡??什?她?????往日?深情?”
所謂關?則亂??此刻?石光???實??太貼切??
畢竟?石光?段感情???易?幸運??成???????穿越?空??她???雖???矛盾?即使??次?夜?誤???石光?耐?解釋???煙消雲散??卻??曾??李珂??己?此平淡?模樣?恍若陌???
抬???聲回答?卻???????最?碼?尊重?
盡量抑製住情緒?石光??離??繼續問??“?幾???怎?樣?玩???嗎?”
“?行?”??抬??????平淡?聲音傳??
“????什?呢?”石光???甘?
“?????嗎?”似???鄙夷??卻令石光燃??希望?
“?真?????”石光故意??
“數學課本?拜托?同學?????早????預習?老??杵?幹嘛?”?耐煩?聲音傳???次李珂抬????卻滿臉嫌棄?表情?
失望?石光??回?座位??掏??課本?
????悄?流逝?轉眼??晚?放學????
???石光全???聽進?課??內容?雖??石光並??什?難度??卻引??幾?老師??滿?
班主任?談話?值日記錄?交接?卻?絲毫??給予石光?點改變??李珂?從始至終??再與石光??句話?
晚??修煉??夜???石光?頹廢?似乎???什??
“姐姐?今??休息???嗎??感覺特別累?”石光?欲癱?沙???
“因?她嗎?”?夜?石光??坐??試探???
“她??啊???因?她?”此刻?石光卻???悲傷???全?忽略??夜知??原因?
“????喜歡她嗎?”?夜?聲音??顫抖?精妙絕倫?臉頰???幾分悲涼?
“?啊??單單?喜歡??愛她??經超越????”石光?眼淚止?住??落?伸?擦拭?卻?掩飾??深情?
?夜??再問?她??知?該?何接話?她?臉頰??淚水流??卻悄?消失?見?
“?少年???終於????己?改變??終於將她留???邊??原?????切???順利??繼續???因??知?她?內???知?她???感情????今?卻???殘酷??從她?眼?????點希望?她???情感似乎全?消失?甚至??厭惡?”石光再??法抑製淚水滑落臉龐?索性??擦拭?任憑它??由流落?
?旁??夜???靜靜?聽??默默?承受???再表露?絲毫?情感?
“?跟她應該?認識??月吧?”?夜似??奇?卻又似?尋找?絲希望?
“??月?”石光卻突?笑?????站????“十?月??百?月??止?”
“怎???”?夜?清?此刻?石光根本???撒謊???????難?????候?認識?
“十年??從初???學???刻???忘??她?音容笑貌?她?翩翩姿態?雖??曾見?她長??模樣???相信????遇見?????容易?認???”?度?悲傷使?石光失??思考?全??顧?將?己?未?展?????
“十年??學?”?旁邊??夜卻?石光?話語打??實?恢複?冷靜?
“?????難?石光?另???????倒退???從十年?回???”?夜?腦洞瞬?打??思索???性?
“冷靜??嗎?”?夜???走??石光?邊?將其攬入?懷??“???姐姐?姐姐??直陪????”
撫摸?石光?腦袋??夜???化??
石光似?感受??溫暖????依偎??夜?邊?安靜????
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“???回?吧?晚???媽?擔???”?夜提醒??
??十?點??兩????互相依靠?????????
?段??????夜?從石光???解??石光媽媽??班??????晚班?十?點??回家??
“嗯?姐姐?謝謝??”石光離???夜?懷抱?
兩????踏入萬丈星空?
夜色?美?滿?星星?再加?輪圓月?
?此刻?兩?卻???情欣賞?
遠處?李珂???滿貫星空???呆呆?坐??
??晚??按理?早該進入夢鄉??此刻???卻?難?入眠?
睡覺??少?渴望???奮鬥?高考路??考????辛苦?職場??新??????睡??覺??卻???
?卻總???????躺??論??舒服?床??卻久久??睡???????始終縈繞?另????牽掛?擔憂?喜悅?良?情感?
回?家?石光?靜靜?目送?夜?離????卻依舊難?平複?
躺?床??聽??母親回??聲音?細碎?步伐?輕微?動作??願吵?石光??
??樣?聽?媽媽進門?坐??找點東西吃完?安靜??睡覺?
直?媽媽?鼾聲傳??石光依舊??睡?????第?次聽?媽媽?此?原?媽媽每????此辛苦???己呢????己?情感?卻全???顧及媽媽?