第四章 夜談 下

  “每??????便??世?獨立??體???己?思?和欲望??份?同??追求???同??本質???區別????追求美?和完美???求未必?????未必?失?世事難料??意難測?真正?意?願者又?幾??”


  李老?向陸吉???段????感悟?

  陸吉沉吟???????“?覺??輩???態度?點???問題?”


  “什?問題?”李老?問??

  陸吉頓?露??本正經?模樣???“正??輩所??????必?所求??求必??與失?關鍵?該?怎樣??態?????認???所向??當?懼?悔??論成與敗?至少努???何況塞翁失馬焉知非福?”


  李老?眯眼瞧???質疑??“???年紀????此透徹?倒像老夫?活?幾十年?”


  陸吉?由?臉?紅?裝?似乎?點???尷尬……


  ???真??此豁達?估計???陸家打?輩?雜?

  ???陸吉打雜焉知非福??存???誰愛打雜誰??

  ?知?該?何回應李老??話???幹笑??“?輩言重??”


  李老?淡淡??“雖??相信??話?????????承認確實幾分?理?”


  “?覺????”陸吉笑?附和?

  “?剛才??最??句塞翁失馬焉知非福?什?意思?”李老????奇?問?

  “??嘛…”陸吉快速????????“意思???失?未必盡壞???未必盡??歸根結底???於每??怎樣??待?與失?”


  李老?聽?沉默????並?反?陸吉所??????事情終究??經曆?才?明??????少年極像當初???夢??追求??己???默默?歎息???清?像???種?份??????艱辛?縱使拚??破血流?所成??????眼????微?足???輕易奪走和摧毀罷??

  “或許??????吧?”??陸吉???

  ?話聽?咋??頹?消沉?味??

  陸吉?笑????“?輩和??樣????故事??啊?”


  李老?瞥???眼???又埋?幹活???邊刷碗?邊??“??半????知????晚?找??什?事?”


  陸吉突??感覺?冤枉??什?叫??半??搞??己像?話嘮似???????陪?老?家聊?嘛?

  “其實??什??事?????向?輩問??關於習武煉????事情????知??輩清?清??”陸吉坦????己?目??

  李老???意外?問??“?什?突??問???”

  “因???嚐試???”陸吉??隱瞞?

  煉????世界?主流????陸吉???陌?????知?煉??讓?變?強??目???處境????最需????變強?所?才?接觸煉??打算?

  李老?眉??皺?臉??皺紋跟?堆??????陸吉??“據?所知????跟??少爺?邊???教??煉????因???賦平平?進步緩慢??少爺?放棄教?習武煉??改教?琴棋書畫??事當???什?秘密??少爺??太?寵愛??至於讓許??羨慕嫉妒??倆??兒因此???????雅?傳聞?”


  ?雅?傳聞?

  陸吉?聽頓?感覺整???????兩?爺?兒???什??雅?除??啥???啥????讓?打冷顫犯惡??

  ??少爺究竟何許???作????嚴謹?陸吉??忍?住將???見??所謂??少爺狠狠鄙視??番?同?????奇?

  “咳咳?”?佯裝咳嗽??李老???“?輩??知??失憶?????事情????點??記???”


  李老???波瀾???卻?陸吉認真????“?管??真失憶??假失憶????記住??偌??陸家??少爺?唯??????份偏見?真?待????”


  陸吉感覺?話聽??怪怪??

  “??????經?願意本本分分???院做事??其實????等??少爺求學歸????保護????路??走許??”


  ??底??並???陸吉?認?????年少?誌罷??

  陸吉輕輕搖??難??正經?幾分?“?輩既?知??????法???該跟?????????????命???做主??需?靠??保護?何況別??終究?別??????受益???絕非長久?計?????強????才?走?己?走?路?”


  李老?眼底深處??抹亮光?閃???眼???幾分讚許?

  “??????點證明??智勝於許?煉???????煉??途終究最?重????賦??????????法??賦?首?煉?隨???運?惡?必?成???數煉?士用事實證明????法??點缺?????明?明??”


  陸吉??????“?概明??”


  李老?聞言??“???????點分別指哪?點???細致???”


  陸吉點??細細斟酌?番????“首先?第?點??賦?所謂?賦即??份?乃指???成長????經具備?成長特性????指?便??煉?具備??擅長???和領悟??第?點?簡單稱它?付??指?????煉??付???切????與少?衡量?至於?第?點?運?往淺????指????運???往深處談?便觸及命運?數???玄?又玄???清??明??跡?尋?敢問?輩??知?????????”

  李老?見?侃侃?談?模樣???波瀾?

  ?突??????低估????少年?感覺?此????侯???嬉皮笑臉?言談舉止輕浮?給??作聰明?感覺?????話又??番?同尋常??其?理?其???像先??般?所言讓?忍?住?省???差異??給??種矛盾和錯覺?究竟?怎樣???少年?

  ??短??內?完全理解??己?話?足見?聰慧???且剛才?片刻???話?淡定從容?言辭清晰???亦??????哪又像?失憶????

  ?果少年???所呈?????真實??己?未免城府太深??怕??怕???年齡?

  放???所????“????錯?????確完全理解??句話?”


  陸吉咧嘴?笑????????意???馬屁拍???“???輩??功勞?”


  李老?並?吃???套?“???雖煉????荒廢?年?內?恐怕早?散盡??今??重走煉??路??必須?從??始?”


  陸吉?態輕鬆????“?妨??請?輩指導?”


  ???陸吉?清?李老??否?解煉????事情??找李老???碰碰運???????似乎並??跑?

  李老???“?????年紀?早?錯??最佳?築?年齡???因??曾經煉???原因?經脈韌性?少?所增強?重新築?應該?水?渠成?事????幫??????幫???忙?”


  果真應??句話???免費?午餐??果??話?恐怕?脹死?少???

  陸吉暗?留???眼???先聽聽具體?條件?什?再??

  “?輩?妨?????????所?及?事情??????拒絕?”


  李老???????“?若?先問清??答應????放??既??此??便跟?????事?”?

  “?瞞???老夫年輕?????名武修?修?曾登?武?第?重山?短??內本??望破??境進入武修?第??階段化境????惜遭??暗算?毒?導致??真?潰散??血衰敗?淪?廢??從此苟延殘喘度日??此殘?…”


  李老?平靜??????陸吉???從?平靜??感受??股壓抑?年?怨恨與?甘?果真???故事?老?啊?