彼岸 4
雪花漫?飛舞??輕?雪花?藤??光芒映?雪???
L躲?藤????眼?????熟悉?木屋?女孩?木屋外??她半蹲???狼旁邊??邊伸?撫摸它??柔軟?毛???邊輕輕?跟它??悄悄話???知???什??她???輕輕?笑?笑容???明亮???????名少年??她???牽?她?????兩???離?????L才知???名少年名叫櫻澤??跟希嘉?早????經認識?
少年?代?愛?純粹??同?又變幻?定???????雨；?樣?愛又?脆弱??猶?早晨嬌豔?花朵?經???雨?吹打?
??曾坐?渡口邊?癡癡凝望??海?滿臉憂愁?女孩?她似乎?經忘記?塔西木??經忘記??己曾經?此愛??她帶?櫻澤??海邊???同她曾經???樣?L躲?遠遠???????兩??背影???又憂傷又難??雪花飄落?????寒?吹刮???臉????經毫?知覺?當她迎?海??抬??櫻澤露?溫柔?笑容??感覺?己????聲?破碎??同花朵遭受?暴?雨?襲擊?散落成?片片頹靡?花瓣?櫻澤張??擁抱她???刻?L終於忍?住閉??眼睛?轉?離?????
?????夢????何????此難受?L???己??知?覺陷入夢?深處?難??拔????光?森林?奔跑????幾次跌倒?雪堆???爬??又跑???知跑??久??又???座高高??廟?忽?????己?從?廟?????????口應該???廟????樣????走進??廟?????龍???火光????龍沉睡?同雕塑?L??廟??壁搜尋???扇門??記??己???候???打??扇門????找??久????找??扇門?
“??經回????難???知?嗎?”??龍睜??眼睛?
“????定?離????”L轉????龍?????伸展?????
“?讓??失望?”她張口冷冷??“?什????容易?放棄?呢???樣???何喚醒花月?記憶??何?讓她重新回???邊?”
L眼?驚詫?“?怎?知?花月?怎?知???切?”
“?什??知??”??龍淡淡??露?又冷又輕蔑?目光?
“??底?怎樣做?”
“??讓她重新愛???跟從??樣?”
“她?經知????塔西木?”
“?又?何????唯??機??”
L沉默????苦苦笑?笑?“??龍??果希嘉??花月?她???並??花月?記憶????愛???????跟花月毫?關係?陌????果??陌???愛????????意味???經忘記?花月?”
“??什???樣??”
“因??覺???切並??意義?巫師?????用??巫術愚弄?類?感情?”
“?????覺?希嘉?容貌和言行?跟花月?相似嗎?”??龍緩緩??“花月??讓?複活?失???命?????????讓她死??總???????見??????見?她?滿足?嗎?難????讓她回???邊?”
“????島?????認???欺騙?嗎?”??龍又??
L冷冷笑?笑?“??島???認???????知???曾經??女巫??國王?令燒死??才化???龍?又因?懷恨???殺死?國王?擄走?公主??並?覺??????偉????”
“?知???????嗎?”??龍露?失望?眼??
“????足夠嗎?”
??龍歎息??聲???話??L走??廟門口??候?她縹緲?聲音從??傳??她緩緩???“L?等?錯??機??等?真正失??花月?????定??悔??”
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?雪紛紛?晶瑩?雪花飄落?夜光島?每??角落?把?切覆蓋??片死寂???
L回??己?住所???靠海?簡陋?木屋??從老漁夫???解?塔西木????塔西木?母親?????久?因病死??父親??把?帶???長??常常跟父親???海?父親死於最??次?海?當????船??木屋空蕩蕩??L點?火爐??床?躺????窗外傳???聲音????海?濤聲??半閉?眼?目光迷離?內??跟木屋?樣空蕩蕩???既寂寞又迷惘??知何?何從??連?幾???什?????????呆?木屋?睡覺?餓??烤?條魚?吃?老漁夫把捕??魚送??????裝???堆滿冰雪?木盆??實?睡?????坐?木屋?門口外??呆呆??????片漆黑?海???冰冷?海浪撲?沙灘?又退?????????環島???段漫長?孤獨??光???夕穎和?片美麗??玫瑰園???懺悔?森??????幾乎忘記?己?完全融入森林?傾聽?森林?美妙?旋律?接???又??花月????????憂傷彌漫???經????切????夢?
?樣????????魚?經全部吃完??L終於??離??木屋?木屋??並??什?值??眷戀?東西??離???候??才????己?經???呆???久?仿佛??世紀?光????從木屋???????世界?變?跟從?????樣?具體哪???樣?呢?L?己???清??
雪花飄揚???鋪?厚厚?雪?
L走進?森林????帶?弓箭?及?柄匕首?走?????留??行深深?腳印?森林???雪兔??見???雪兔?此刻??正?搜尋它??影??忽?????????追????走??段路?????雪兔消失??灌木叢??L走???撥?灌木??????雪兔???????遠處?兩???希嘉和櫻澤???兩?把?按?藤?????同L??所遇???L知????許願????候?她?底許??什?願望呢??猜????算猜?又??何呢?
??世???什?????替代???同櫻澤替代?塔西木?L?底忽?湧??股荒涼??快??意識??股荒涼?並努??讓?己從荒涼?脫離????跟?己??她??花月?????塔西木??跟她本???兩?陌?????本??毫?關係?既??此??又何必難?呢??
??????覺??己?確??理由難??反???應該祝福??????此年輕美??眼睛?閃爍?幸福?光芒?櫻澤??名善良淳厚?少年??????待她?
忽??希嘉朝L?邊?????L馬?鬆??抓住灌木???她????嗎?她?眼睛仍???明亮?雪?L低???歎??口???覺??己??最???再見?她?否則???又?跟???樣淩亂??法控製?