彼岸 2
“塔西木?????死?????死……”女孩?聲音充滿驚喜?
塔西木?原?????夢境??叫塔西木?她又叫什??
“走???回家?”她拉?????她??拉?緊緊??
?????????L熟悉???木屋?木屋外?牽???雪狼?雪狼似乎嗅?L???同尋常??息?瘋狂?叫?????果??繩?束縛??它肯定?經往L??撲????女孩鬆?L???走向雪狼?眼???驚訝?“庫??怎???”
雪狼惡狠狠?目光落?L???女孩??抱住它?脖??輕輕撫摸它???“庫?別怕?????呢?”她?目光轉向L?“??塔西木???記??嗎?”?????它總算安靜????
“??給?拿套衣服????衣服留?????”女孩???徑?走進?木屋?????候???捧?獸皮衣服?“塔西木???啊??需??浴場洗?澡?”她?完??走??雪狼???雪橇???L?才反應???跟??走?雪橇???剛??兩?位置?她動?動韁繩?雪狼?跑????進入?森林?雪花??飄????堆滿厚厚?雪??邊???光???通體晶瑩剔透???清晰???幹內細細?脈絡?
“塔西木??怎???怎??句話????”女孩扭?????柔聲??
?該?什??呢??並??塔西木?L猶豫?????口??“???又痛又沉??像什???????”
“?肯定?冰冷?海水?漂?太久?????呆?熱水?泡????????”她溫柔?目光落??臉??
熱水?浴場??種原始???居???浴場?L又?疑惑?
???久??????????水池邊???似乎???溫泉?熱?升騰??水池?空化成霧?彌漫?水池周圍?彌漫?淡淡?霧??L走?雪橇?脫?衣服?緩緩把?體探進水池????水果??溫熱???快??整??軀?經浸泡?熱水???僵硬?肌肉慢慢恢複?活???感??種從?????放鬆??回??????雪橇?停?邊??女孩?另?邊背靠雪橇坐??她??拿??片細長??葉?放?唇邊????森林?響?悠揚?樂音?樂音縹緲?明快?又帶??秘??息?
?管???什????總?算太糟?L?????候?花月伸?擁抱??眼淚滑落???脖??她??????記住????同??夕穎?樣；???她?背影?又憂傷又肯定??????讓?死??????死????定??見?????確再次遇見??惜她?經?記???她?記?塔西木?樣??陌????又??巫師???真相??花月其實??夕穎；巫師又???給???機???果??喚醒潛藏?花月體內?記憶????讓她再次回???邊?
??何才?喚醒她?記憶?喚醒??又??何?巫師?話?相信嗎??????夢??????另??陰謀????帶?絲情感?巫術恰恰?愚弄?類感情?巫術?
??許久?L從水池????穿??幹淨?衣服??走???坐?女孩?邊?樂音嘎??止?她移??唇邊充當樂器?葉??扭????“???感覺????吧?”
“嗯???許??”?答??
女孩微微?笑??情又變?凝重?“???害怕?回?????海回???????船翻???早?葬??海????相信?”
L??她迷??臉龐?聽??又柔和又低沉?聲音?目光?禁變?癡癡??
“?每?坐?渡口??等???又????知???定?回???”她又??
“?知??”L眼?露??絲驚訝?
“嗯?”
“?怎?知??”
她低???眼睛跟???雪?般明亮?“?夢見??龍?它告訴?????龍???島????它??話?定??假?”
L默???????見???龍?它?供奉??廟???聽?????龍?傳????龍???女巫???國王寵愛?王妃???國王?女巫?名?令燒死?她?她含恨?死化???龍?殺死國王?又擄走?公主??便??印象????龍?它真???島????
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“跟????”女孩拉????????棵巨???光?木???
“??什???”?忍?住問??
“??藤????記??嗎?”她頓????接???“?久??????年????月????????????????數越?越少???呆?黑暗????越?越長????法忍受?此漫長?黑暗?紛紛??怪病?或者相繼離???島?直???????龍????它曾經??女巫?她變成??龍??????巫術??解????情況???她便用她?巫術把???部分?木變成??光??木????藤???????光明?????希望???怪病????快??????座島又恢複?從??活??”
“原??此?”L歎???終於明???什????把??龍供奉??????
“把?掌貼??木???”她????把?己??掌貼????L?貼????瞬??掌周圍?同石?落入平靜?湖泊?般蕩???圈漣漪?似乎??數根觸須伸展???撫摸???掌????種?舒服??奇妙?感覺?
“閉?眼睛?”她緩緩???聲音和?情仿佛陶醉??組?秘?旋律???“????許??願望???願望?傳達???龍????果?夠真誠?話?它?幫?實???願望?”
女孩閉??眼睛???閉?眼睛??腦海?片空??根本?知?許什?願?所???快又睜??眼????她仍?閉?眼睛??情專注?她?許什?願望呢?
?????她睜??眼????低低?問?“?知??許?什?願望嗎?”
“嗯……??知??”L搖搖??
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“?猜??????”
“?知??????”
“?什??”
“因?願望???????靈驗??”
“?????猜?”
“???樣?”
“怎???樣?”
“因?……”她漲紅?臉????知?何解釋????她?覺?她?模樣????愛?目光再?難?移??她抬??剛??????目光?瞬????仿佛凝固??般?整?世界?失??聲音???胸膛???跳?撲通撲通?異常清晰??緩緩靠???她閉??眼?等待??吻?突????雪狼叫????????????頓住??她又睜?眼睛?尷尬?目光?快變?平靜?她半蹲???伸?撫摸雪狼柔軟?毛??“庫??又調皮??”??狼慢慢安靜????它森冷?眼睛??瞪?L?它仿佛知???真實?份?
雪花?紛紛揚揚?鋪滿雪花???忽?輕微?震動???女孩臉??笑容消失??眼?又驚又慌?“???馬?離??它????”???她拉?L坐?雪橇?揚動韁繩??狼?似覺察?危險?飛快?跑????
誰?L滿臉疑惑?震動越?越明顯?仿佛?什?東西??????回?????吃?驚?????巨??雪熊?它????饑餓?樣???邊跑?邊低吼????木???積雪?紛紛?震落???女孩熟練?操縱?韁繩???往左???往右?快速??森林?穿梭???熊仍???窮追?舍??從臉?冷冽?刮??夾雜雪花?猶?刀割?L?覺???什?拍?座椅???雪橇便失??平衡?滑?高坡?座椅????跟???翻滾???????又陡又高?鋪滿雪?高坡????直滾??直?坡底???又?雪滑落???瞬?將??覆蓋???熊?坡頂?觀望????狂吼幾聲扭?離???
L知覺迷迷糊糊??從雪堆?爬???周圍全??茫茫?雪????雪橇???遠處???雪狼?經?見??女孩??見????喊她?名字?剛張口?又閉???因??根本?知?她叫什?名字?她?跟????滾???肯定?埋??雪堆???於????用雙??附近刨???雪????雪實?冰冷?????????凍?又痛又僵硬?冰雪底???冷??果?快點把她找???她隨??死掉??變???慌亂?把?放?嘴邊嗬?口??又伸進冰雪???她?底?哪??幾乎?絕望??忽???抓住?????等?把??雪撥???終於找??她??伸?探?探???她仍??息?雖??微弱???她整??體冷??像?塊冰????緊緊把她摟?懷??希望她趕緊醒????????她??昏迷????體?經暖和?????果?燃??堆篝火?更????樣???往??張望??邊?高高?雪坡?另?邊??片荒????除?雪什?????荒?????片森林??抱??女孩?走?雪橇?邊?把?放?座椅???????拿?繩??拖動雪橇?進?
從半空???????片?遼闊?荒????鋪?厚厚?雪?少年??影?寂寥?荒??顯??渺???拉?雪橇艱難??進?每走?步?留???深深?腳印???????雪橇壓??又變?模糊?女孩蜷縮?躺?雪橇??眼睛?睫毛?結?冰霜?她?直??睜?眼??知?昏迷???做夢?
??底怎????????夢??何??此認真?放???該死?沉重?雪橇?離?????辦法逃離??夢境???屬於????L?腦?片混亂?充斥?亂??糟?聲音?即使??夢??????????變?????扔???女孩??另??聲音又???果??夢欺騙??呢??根本?值??樣做?扔???女孩?離??離??L幾乎?崩潰???停住腳步?跪????低??????聲沉重?歎息???????似乎冷靜????又邁?步?往?走?最終進入?森林??找????木柴?又從雪橇?搜????鐵鍋??柄匕首?兩塊石??石??L疑惑????難?????用石?點火??拿??兩塊石????堆木柴旁邊敲?半??連火花??見???深深歎?口??隨?把石?扔進??遠處?灌木叢??整??攤倒???累??法再動?????灌木叢?飛???甲蟲????又?像甲蟲?因?它?翅膀跟蝴蝶?樣??通體火紅?顏色?飛??候???落?更像?水母?它?空?飛????忽?停落?木柴????木柴竟燃燒????甲蟲從火苗?飛???飛往別??????夢境實??奇?????動物???思議?L忽?又????????把雪橇拉近?讓女孩呆?篝火旁邊??又用木棍把鐵鍋支??火苗底??從?邊捧??捧雪放?鐵鍋???快?雪?融化成?水?沸騰?????取?鐵鍋?晾????等????燙?????扶?女孩?讓她喝?點熱?水?接????己喝?剩?????體?總算暖和??點?
雪花灑落?寂靜?森林??L抬?????雪花?眼睛?落??絲絲茫??痕跡??空????灰暗?????幾????從???見?陽光????見?????果?????光??木???藤???確????夠忍受?此漫長?黑暗?L?做?????????藤??存??即便?????整?森林?顯??既?秘又美麗?????另??夢??若雪???話?她??其實???活?快樂???完全?用管?己????做夢??感覺?己?認同??句話??????做許??夢???所??夢??噩夢?總??做美夢??候?既??美夢?誰???????呆?段???L?樣????知?覺睡???等?醒????女孩??經醒???她坐?火堆旁邊?往火堆?添加???木柴?火光映?她明淨?臉龐?她純真?眼睛?她???淡淡???“??醒????”
“???”L把冰冷??伸向火堆?抬眼問??“??怎?回??”?
“總??辦法??”她目光平靜????????她拿??片葉??放?唇邊輕輕?吹?清脆?樂音緩緩??森林回蕩??雪??光?森林?篝火?美麗?少女?縹緲?樂音?L忽?覺?????切仿似夢幻?????刻??意識??己又犯傻??因??根本???夢??並?奇怪?????分?清夢與?實??果???保留????記憶?????跟從??樣?否定??夢?事實?
樂音繼續回蕩?它??高遠?海浪?濤聲???低微?落雪?又?戀??絮語?飄忽?定?森林深處??什?東西往?邊???等它靠近??L才?????雪狼?它?追隨?樂音????女孩藏?葉??????伸?撫摸??狼?輕輕???“庫??真???孩??”