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夏日?午??她從睡眠?醒??喝?杯又?杯??水?窗外充沛?陽光?灑落?翠綠?山坡???輕輕吹??朵朵紫色?長腳野花搖曳搖曳?她坐?張靠窗?椅??仰????朝雪???花板?眼睛??朦朧?霧??
???打?門?站?門口?正?隱藏?逆光??
“蘭?”?喊她?名字?聲音???溫柔?
蘇思蘭從椅?????跟隨?走????
陽光明媚?空???花朵淡淡?清香?
她跟??走??屋??穿??條古老??巷????片湖泊???湖泊周圍長??片草??草?????知名?野花???沿?湖泊散步?
“今???????覺?覺??”男???
“嗯?”她?????焉?
“??????????見???”男?又??
“???????”
“其實??????感覺?直??改變?”
“?又怎樣?”
“????重新?始?”
她停住?腳步?低???腳??草??淡淡???“?????別?找???”
“?什??”?轉???她???驚訝?
“??兩???離?????”
“?哪?”
“回家?”
男??再?話?呆呆??眼??湖泊?眼?甚?憂傷??輕輕?吹?湖?泛?粼粼光斑?湖邊?林???鳥?叫????連?鳥?聲音竟?變?憂傷?
“?保重?”蘇思蘭?????背影?轉?離??
男??動?動???呆呆???片湖?????眼睛?經潮濕?
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蘇思蘭回?旅館?從洗衣機?拿??洗??衣服?準備拿?樓頂?晾?
夏????做什?呢?
她突???念??拿??機撥???電話?卻?直??接聽?
??兩???回?????定??????她?????
她?樓頂??快?把衣服晾??雖??經經??洗衣機?脫水程序??衣服邊沿???水滴落???水泥???熱?水滴碰撞瞬?便?蒸??她??急????抬??????空高遠?清澈?湛藍?熾熱?太陽正??塊巨?雲團遮住??陽光??從??細??縫隙?流瀉???形成?條條光柱?巨?雲團?????段連綿?伏?山脈?
她安靜???遠??山脈???把她?塑膠拖鞋燙??熱?她????覺??陣??吹??把她潔??短袖襯衫吹?瑟瑟作響?
?????環境其實??錯?空??清新?她?樣???突????雙?從背?抱住?她?她扭?又???張滄桑?俊美?臉?
“狄森????樣??”她伸??拉??????卻抱?緊緊??肯放??
“?舍???離??”??她耳邊輕輕???
“????早?結束??”
“再給??次機?????”
“??給?幸福嗎?”
狄森怔住????????早?信誓旦旦????????卻??字??????警?正?通緝??????????躲躲藏藏?日??
??????鬆?抱?她??低低???“?走吧?”?完??垂????眼?黯??仿佛???蒼老?許??
蘇思蘭轉???默默?與?擦肩???
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畫????架飛機??飛?它?筆直?跑???行?突?嗖?聲飛??藍???確實??片藍???空???淡淡??色雲朵?蘇思蘭坐?飛機靠窗?位置?同?飛機?????攝製組?同事?記錄片?拍攝?基本完成??需回?做??期處理?它將???央電視台播??蘇思蘭????卻??紀錄片?事情?她???夏????什????機?直??接聽呢?
回?家??剛?晚??點?蘇思蘭打?房??門?眼???切讓她吃驚?房???處?亂糟糟????衣服胡亂?扔?沙???桌?吃完?快餐盒???處理?垃圾桶??知何?堆滿垃圾???倒掉?她走進????夏??攤倒???睡????亂蓬蓬?????堆啤酒?易拉罐?
?離???段????底???什?事情?蘇思蘭實???明??她蹲???伸?輕輕拍?拍夏???臉?夏????情願?睜??眼睛?語?平平???“?回???”
“?吃飯???餓?餓?冰箱????吃????拿給??”?從??爬???往冰箱?邊走??
“?怎?變成?樣???底???什?事?”她拉住????
?突?轉??緊緊抱住她?卻?句話?????她愣?????知?再?什???
“??再離???”?央求??
“?陪?????離??”她??
???久??才鬆?雙??
“?該?洗?澡??”她摸?摸?????疼惜???
“???????”
夏??洗完澡????廳??經變???樣??本?亂糟糟??切??又變?整整齊齊??桌?????飯菜?
“??飯菜???樓?買???猜????吃飯???買??份?”蘇思蘭柔聲??
“謝謝??”夏??坐????拿?飯盒?吃??????餓?樣??
吃完晚飯???夏??才?始???十????事情????肢解案件???恩泳?牙?又??伊木?死???眼?又變???傷感?
蘇思蘭????抱住??安慰??“?切?????????????”
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?使?村22棟居民樓17層?所房????名女?坐?床沿?床?睡???男??
夜色?始彌漫?女?用?搖?搖??男??目光溫柔???“澤??該走??”
?仍??睡眠?姿態?臉埋??色柔軟?枕???她用?輕輕撫摸?????微微笑??
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畫????片傍晚?沙灘?沙灘?留???淩亂?腳印?鏡?拉近??????台黑色?錄音機?腳印??????海灘玩耍??孩???它?撿?????孩撥弄按鈕?錄音機便????男?低沉?聲音?
“???????遺棄????孤兒院長??從?懂事?始?直?????常常問?己?樣?問題???底?什??????世界……???懂???痛苦??????黑暗?世界?走??長??段路?當?再回首??候??感受??全?絕望?碎片……”
??聲音?海??飄渺?同霧??
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?翻???用?揉?揉惺忪?睡眼???坐??????她靠?窗邊?窗外?城市?燈火漸次光明?
“?終於醒????”她轉?????唇角帶??絲微笑?
她????種脫俗?美?明亮?眼睛?標致?臉龐?她穿?件灰??長袖襯衫??從窗戶吹進??輕輕拂動她單薄?衣裳?她?長長?柔韌????
???她愣????接?她?話??“嗯??醒??????覺睡??久?”??邊???邊??意思?摸摸?己??腦勺?
?穿?外套??候??問她?“貝卡???見??黑色?錄音機嗎?它原???外套?口袋???”
“?????落?房?什????????幫?找找??”貝卡?完便???周翻找???她找??????找??
“?用找??丟?丟?????重??東西?”?澤??
“真??關係嗎?”
“?關係????用放????”?澤微微?笑???“?走??再見?”
“再見?”
?澤從門口???坐?電梯?達??車庫?????輛奔馳旁邊?打?車門??車?正準備離??背?卻傳???冷冷?聲音??“????澤?”
“??誰?”?澤從?視鏡????平劉海?長???花樣少女?她坐?汽車?尾座??
“??什??纏?貝卡?”她又問?
“?並??纏?她?”
“?明明???”
“?跟貝卡?什?關係?”
“因???她?經?久?跟?聯係??”
“???????關係???”
“當??”
“??怎樣?”
“??……”她幽幽???????瞬?卷????扼住??澤?脖??
“?????命?”她???掙紮?冷冷???
?似乎將?死??
“姐?住??”????車窗邊?聲喊??
少女收回????臉?冷漠?表情竟變?柔和?“貝卡???何?幫???男??”
“?並??做錯什?事情?”貝卡伸?探?探暈倒??澤???????息?
“????喜歡??”
“姐???哪?????怎??喜歡??”
“?????”她鬆?口???
“??什?老管??事情?”貝卡?滿???
“???關???”
“關??”貝卡苦笑??“?什??候?乎???感受?”
少女從車????淡淡??“跟????帶???????”
貝卡回?????名男???
“?放???????己醒????”少女拉?貝卡???離??車庫?
她?離????澤?臉忽?露??笑容??笑容並?邪惡?卻讓????種毛骨悚??感覺??脖???勒痕?奇跡般?消失??“總????????死?????”?喃喃?語?啟動?汽車?