30.慢慢恢複.
???打算花?冤枉錢?俞蘭陵忍?痛走?公交車站?坐?公交車??市???
???其實??路公交車?直接?夠?市??????車次比較少??知??什?原因?
?午?午十?點將近?點??候???達?市???
?呆坐?路邊?綠化花壇????屹立?市???高樓???其實???什??
腦殼實?痛?厲害????樣??坐??
其實???太?概率?夠遇?女孩????所謂??
因???狀況差??候????女孩??似乎??莫名?????所??寧願???等?偶遇??女孩?
即使偶遇????所謂??知???理因素??其?什?原因??????????和靈???痛苦?似乎少??點?
?許?因????慣性吧???遇?女孩???切似乎??變??所?俞蘭陵????潛意識?把?切?往????轉化?
其實?再移步?段距離??市??醫院???實?興??興趣?醫院檢查?
??因?錢?原因?光檢查估計?許??幾?千?幾?千??少??
???明??己?原因??哪??覺??醫院??檢查?概率????結果??
況且像??樣??始終認?醫院????毛病??給?檢查?毛病??
雖??感覺?點愚昧???惜似乎???真實???感覺?
?點?農思?吧?????所謂??
?????情拿??機刷???目光始終盯??邊?廣場?處?
經???廣場??????進入?樓?????次俞蘭陵???見???女孩??便??坐??????
?次???女孩??邊?車???走進?高樓???
??次?待?原??至於???像?次?樣遇?女孩???並?知??
最?今?似乎幸運女?並?????邊??待???午??點?樣??卻仍????絲?毫女孩?影??
??應該回家??
因??體?原因??今?滴水未進?
??反?並??什??適?即使腹???空虛???卻??饑餓感傳??反?因??饑餓?感覺?靈???痛?和?體??痛?減少?許??
??路又?跌跌撞撞?坐?公交車回???租屋所???片?區?倒???願意轉車?其實??倒願意坐直達?公交車?
??等??久????等?直達?公交車?所???花費?????做??需?轉??車??公交車?
??????富裕?最??輕鬆?返回???己?租屋所???片區?
雖???滴水未進????吃什?東西????卻???什??情?買東西吃?雖???????買烤雞啤酒?
??惜???太?解?己??知??算?己買回????吃???浪費掉?況且烤雞?東西放??晚???第??再吃?經完全??剛?始?味???所??並???買?
回??租屋????喝??點水???躺??床???再動彈??
放?耳邊??機放???舒緩?音樂?音量調??最低???放?耳邊聽?話音量其實???夠??
??所??把音量???低?主????防止吵?別??甚至低?稍微拉遠?點俞蘭陵?己??聽???程度?
?其實???帶耳機聽??惜?睡覺??候?喜歡戴?耳機?
本??完全???睡??????最???模模糊糊?睡????夜?睡眠狀況至少比昨?????
昨??完全?法入睡?今??迷迷糊糊?睡????且?次難????感覺??股靈??包裹?感覺?
????俞蘭陵???夠感覺???己其實???掙脫???體?????次???敢隨意?掙脫??
掙脫????難受????畢竟??次掙脫????使???情況雪?加霜?
再??次?話估計??直接休克?
第??早?情況稍微???點???並???轉太??
工友?並????今?休息?信息??經請???假?其實本該??乎再請??假????樣??少少???點?意???所????爬????
洗漱換洗??????班??
似乎??幾?運??比較差?今??活比較重??幾乎?點堅持????
??其???工友體貼?跟?換????把?換??相?輕鬆???線路??
?讓??至於半途請假??班??????工廠????賣部買??包煙?請??工友抽??本??並?抽煙??
走?夕陽西??工業區?直????第?次????比?疲勞?
???獲?靈??竅?異??????體狀況?直???幹?活?即使累???酣暢淋漓??舒服????睡?覺???又?重新??龍活虎???
?????半年?第?次???體狀況?此糟糕?情況??且?情況??從靈???體??
雖?今???工廠??吃?????因?清??己?狀況?所?打?飯菜並???何???
即使??樣最???剩?????覺??果???己??體?????首先?許需?先吃????
即使?靈????問題??靈???許??做?事??讓??己?動修複?畢竟靈???東西玄?又玄??又怎??夠搞?清?呢?
?特意走?遠路??吃街?買?烤雞和啤酒?烤雞買??支啤酒拿??瓶?
最??並??再買其?什??吃?因?其??吃????病????吃????病?更???愛吃??
提???東西??回??租屋?回??租屋???將門反鎖?打?台燈?將啤酒烤雞放?床邊?桌???站?床邊?莫名?感覺?己???狀況似乎恢複?正常?
???等?坐??床邊???才?????錯覺罷???股幹澀?感覺??隱隱?從腦海??傳??