21.難得的早睡.

  ?河邊?散??久??情?等至?麻麻黑???????幽情?差?????

  ?算?????候該回?租屋??

  ????異????每??班????光???異常快樂?????視頻?電影?綜藝?似乎總?做?完?事情?

  ?????異?????活似乎??變??????班??候總?顯?????聊??於??幹???事?似乎總???點興趣缺缺?

  ??聊並??怕?主????找??夠讓?己???事情?畢竟?????久?班??果?情????話??真???知?該怎????班?

  回??租屋內簡單洗漱??番???換???衣裳???躺??床?睡??覺?

  ?並??太??玩?機?視頻?興趣??聊???拿???機?微信qq?朋友圈和空??

  點讚??寥寥幾??友???和動態????己卻似乎並??什???動態???更??什?圖片????

  每?????己??活????空?和朋友圈????顯??最差????

  ???同學??學???學?當兵?當兵?????外?打工?當兵因?眼睛?問題?顯??並??資格?

  ?知??己??資格?所??並???嚐試?因??知????刷???

  ?寥寥幾??友???位數?動態和??點讚?????斷?刷新空???卻??並??什??再?動態?畢竟??QQ?友列表真???限???

  雙?雙腳???數????蓋因??學??候並???主動加同學??QQ?寥寥?幾???別?加???

  ????QQ???十???????整理????把?認識???刪????便?剩十幾????

  放??機?把桌?最暗?檔?台燈關掉??側????抱住???始睡覺?

  ?????其實才?點??點???睡覺顯????早?相?於??往?睡覺?????

  ??寂寥??總?睡?早??吧???視角再?次?從?體??????次?並??妄圖全??控製?己靈??意思?

  ?明???完全覺醒?己?意識???靈??竅?狀態???件異常困難?事???幾年日積月累?努??應該??????

  ??並?奢望?夠?短??內完成??進步?所??????樣???己?意識像覆蓋??層厚厚冰層???情況??影響?靈??行動?

  ???影響??並?吃??雖??種感覺??少少???受?

  ?托舉??己?靈?????城市??處隨便亂逛???惜??因????種狀態??所??記憶?並??十分???

  ???略略??目??夠記住??許??偶爾??幕??且??因???幕給??某??點??衝擊?

  比????讓?怦??動?女孩?比??件?讓???憤慨?事情??及??己感興趣?事情?

  ??種種?其實?????清??即使?己?加?總結??卻像顯?易見?默認??般??知??

  ?並??再次?高樓?哭泣???女孩?????似乎??經???女孩失??更進?步?解?興趣?

  或者?因?知??己和??女孩並???太????所?並未?意?????關注??女孩?

  ?總???????己斬斷???段??稱?緣分?緣分吧?

  ??早?醒??再?睡????????早??點??候????經醒???

  ?往???十??點或者?點才睡覺???次晚??點?睡覺?顯?實?睡?太早太早???導致??醒?比往常早太??

  ??般睡???????經完全?夠??午睡?話???班怎????午睡呢?

  ??學校??????活???再??午睡?兩?字??

  放假??候?珍貴?假期又怎???拿?午睡呢?除非?昨夜熬夜?才?????假期?????睡覺?總??顯???浪費?

  晚????總顯?寂靜和使?安寧??卻因此似乎??更快????習慣?日??活?

  醒???????床?話明顯太早??回憶??靈??竅?候??晃蕩?記憶?所留存?畫??畫??價值?並??????卻極??滿足?俞蘭陵??奇??

  ?男男女女糾纏???瘋狂舞蹈?畫????盡情?釋放??己青春??體?釋放???日?壓抑?許久?激情?

  ???家庭?活?溫存?夫妻和孩?溫馨吃?飯?樣??

  ???家庭?和睦?家暴與爭吵?畫???副副?畫?回憶?????信息???腦海??形成和掠??

  ??徒歎奈何?同?卻?增添?更??感悟和滄桑??知????壞?

  ??應該遲早?習慣??從??觀點?接受另??觀點???需???接觸和接受??程??

  雖????程?讓?感覺??己??腦變?滄桑?情緒變?更加難?琢磨??其實本質?並??促使??什?難?言??變化?

  等?真正適應????切其實???正常?樣??跟?往??什???樣??像什????變??模樣?般?

  ???卻?因此?更懂???世界??更?從?????待??世界??變?更加寬容?

  至於懂?更??知?更??事情??????否更加?快樂??顯??難?確定?事情?

  單純??總?容易快樂????始至終?????單純???

  ?該知??知???該知??????知???既???探索欲又???求知欲?

  揉?揉?己?太陽穴?拋掉腦海?雜?雜?各式各樣?畫卷??睜眼????略顯漆黑??租屋??

  並??打?台燈?打算?似乎?樣靜靜????????任何翻?己?機?興趣?

  ????並??什?事情做?似乎??樣躺???????思維隨意???散??