第十二章 未婚妻 二

  季流??追她?丁靈?話真?刺痛?????丁家?活?十年?餘?丁媽???直叫媽?????早?融入???家??丁靈似乎從??把?當成家??份?????失?落魄往回走??離???家?

  季流站?丁家門口?長???才推?門進???進???掉?眼淚??敢?丁媽?眼???覺??愧疚???依?收拾??己?東西?

  “????幹嘛?”丁媽此??經躺??床??顯???丁靈???輕?????季流?回??收拾東西??問??

  “???????家?”季流擦???眼淚??

  “??孩?????什??哎吆……?”丁媽??句話傷??輕?深吸?口??全?????疼??

  “媽?媽?……?”季流見丁媽?體?舒服??連忙放????東西??安慰她?

  ???長???丁媽??情才平靜?緩緩???“靈兒?娃從??思重????知?她??什?????????????她?什?趕?走?”


  季流搖搖????真????

  “她??次?跟???????家困住???”丁媽眼角??濕潤???“?????學?眼界比較?闊????????????????輩???錯?唉???日????覺???家困住??????舍啊?丁靈??攆?走?走?越遠越??”


  “攆?走幹什??”


  “攆???城市??活?她????把?困?輩????北京她?叔?????她跟????長????才同意????”


  “???她??她???感覺?”


  “感情哪??口吃?胖???事??慢慢磨合???她???行????家??候????她長?愣?她?怕??回???”


  “???找她?”


  聽?丁媽?解釋?季流頓?又眉?眼笑?

  “??覺???家困住??”


  “????家?怎??困住??”


  “?早?知???孩??性????吧?”丁媽淚潸潸???

  “嗯?”


  季流?快跑????按照丁媽?意思?丁靈?怕?己?她家?負擔重?所?才趕?走???????樣嗎?季流走?路?又???虛?萬?丁靈???樣??怎?辦?直??聽?丁靈?哭聲?才拿定?注意?

  丁靈??體蜷縮??路???容深埋?膝蓋內?泣聲?止?季流走近?它?擦?眼淚?抬???似乎她剛剛??哭??

  “?怎???走?”


  “??騙???吧?”季流緊緊抓住她?肩膀?問她?

  “?放????騙?什??”丁靈?帶?哭腔?伸?掰?季流緊抓她肩膀???

  “??騙?走??怕??家困住??”季流?聲????所動??緊緊抓?她?

  “??病??快把?放??????感覺?”丁靈??

  “???騙?????感覺??哭什?????騙??????????????……?”季流?堅信丁靈??騙????抓?她?肩膀晃?晃??讓她承認?

  “?放???聽???????暈?真??暈……?”丁靈???????聲音?

  “喂?喂?靈兒?靈兒?……?”


  丁靈突?暈倒?嚇?季流?跳?急??眼淚掉?????把耳朵??她?口窩?聽?似乎??輕微?跳動聲?結巴???“?????馬?帶??醫院????別睡???”


  季流背?丁靈跑?飛快????醫院?鎮??鎮叫“鳳凰鎮”?名字??華麗???況卻??般??街?每日??冷冷清清???每年??月???趕集?????月內??才????

  從?條鄉??路?直往東走?穿??幾畝玉米???相交?條縣???縣?再往北兩????鳳凰鎮?

  季流跑????路???丁靈??話??????北京遇??玩??新奇?東西????讓丁靈睡???因??聽??昏迷??睡???再?難醒???

  鳳凰鎮?醫院?街??與?學相近?季流跑?滿??汗???久?跑????醫院?青磚房?????和??偌??院??此?????點?樣??季流?????診所內部?經熄?燈?院??鐵柵??門??緊鎖??

  “??嗎??病啊?快??門?重病?……”季流焦急?敲??鐵柵?門?

  ?敲??長???才???女?應聲??女?讓?先等??隨????????年女醫??她穿???褂??臉嫌棄?樣?

  “什?事?”


  “她暈倒??快點?”季流見?女醫??慢騰騰???忙??

  “死???急什??”女醫?摸???丁靈?脈搏??

  “?定?救救她?花?少錢????”???“死”?季流???提??嗓?眼?便急忙求?女醫???

  “?事??事?肯定給?救活?”女醫???“把她放???房???檢查???”


  “????”


  等季流把丁靈放進?房??床??女醫???丁靈?始檢查?檢查完??女醫?問季流?丁靈暈倒?原因?

  “???晃她肩膀?她?暈倒??”季流??意思???

  “?檢查她?體??礙?????貧血?”女醫???季流?眼??

  “貧血?”


  “??血液供???”女醫??完又問季流?“?跟她什?關係?”


  “未?未?未婚妻?”季流結結巴巴???丁靈?眼?

  “?樣??先給她紮兩瓶輸液?回?家調養兩???事?”?年女醫???季流?眼??

  “???”季流連忙??

  “??先把錢交??”女醫???

  “???她??醒啊?”季流愣????

  “錢交??她?醒??”


  “啊????錢?”


  “?百?”


  “???百?”


  “怎????醫藥緊缺??百??便宜??”?年女醫?抬???季流??治?拉走?樣??

  “噢????”


  季流?北京存?錢?差????千????罰??百??給丁媽郵寄??千????????百???百?給丁媽??候?丁媽???她?丁靈?學?錢?她???錢?加?郵?錢?差??夠???今??百??季流??帶??

  ?季流交錢給女醫????女醫??給丁靈紮??輸液???紮輸液??候?她讓季流先????等季流再進???候?丁靈?經醒???紮??輸液?季流????女醫?醫術??高明??忙?她感謝?

  季流見丁靈醒???搬??凳?坐?她?床邊???????丁靈肯定?騙????丁媽?體??????走??丁靈該怎???學?丁媽??體誰?照顧????事?所?她應該?騙?己???把?己騙走?她???學??己?家照顧丁媽?應該??樣?季流越????越甜蜜?丁靈把?攆走?????????願意把家?負擔?壓??????????季流?找??丁靈???緊緊?握住?同???????管丁靈???騙??????走???伺候丁媽?丁靈?必須????學?

  “????”丁靈聲音????季流捉住???她?覺??電擊?????她??動?

  “什??”季流把耳朵湊????聽丁靈?什?話?

  “???傻????回家?”丁靈??

  “明?回吧?醫??????體弱???動?”季流??

  “???和傻?待????”丁靈扭???眼睛泛?淚光?

  “??傻????明?????攆?走????走????呆???家?呆???邊?”季流??

  “???和??話?”


  “????先???????回??”


  ??丁靈??所動?季流?跑??????跑回?跟丁媽??聲???帶?吃????

  季流跑??快???久??跑??家??家?????和丁媽?丁靈暈倒?事????跟丁靈和??????和她?塊??玩?丁媽?知?原因??笑嗬嗬????????

  跟丁媽打完招呼??季流?帶???吃幾口?烤鴨?又慌慌忙忙往?鳳凰鎮跑?

  再???醫院?季流?經?喘籲籲???滿??汗?見丁靈??床?躺????倒?水???把烤鴨撕碎?喂她?

  “???吃?”丁靈??

  “醫???貧血???吃點?營養?東西?”季流??

  “?喝點水?”


  丁靈??季流??汗?像?妥協??

  “??喝口水?把?口肉吃???晚???吃東西?”季流??

  “?嚼?動?”?句話??口?丁靈?己愣????隨?臉?紅?怕季流?歪?她又忙??“肉太油膩?????體?舒服?怕吃??吐?”


  “哦?”季流臉?通紅?剛剛??思考??丁靈???讓?把肉嚼嚼?喂她?

  季流?夜未眠???直守?丁靈?床邊??亮?????跑??買?包???買??米粥????候丁靈??經醒??季流?連忙把她扶??讓她靠?床??

  “先吃?包?吧?”季流關????

  “??事?”丁靈?色?????

  “?知????早餐嘛?總?吃??”季流??

  “?知??暈倒?怎?醒?嗎?”丁靈問季流?

  “什??”季流聽?她?話???疑惑?

  “她掐?????醒??”丁靈指?她瓊鼻??門??

  “哦?”季流?知?什?意思?

  “????傻??”丁靈??“?掐????醒?”


  “?什??”季流摸????

  “????門??”丁靈??“暈倒????掐????般情況???醒?”


  “????次掐?”季流??????丁靈?樣??似乎?埋怨?花?冤枉錢?

  “??傻啊?”丁靈??????

  等丁靈勉強吃?包??喝?粥?季流?扶她?????丁靈????部???眩暈?季流??眼?????由她分??把她背????往外邊跑?

  “?幹什???放????聽?????????……”丁靈?季流?背?????陣?見??反應?幹脆?閉?眼??再吭聲?

  “???哪??”丁靈??季流??背她往回家?路跑?

  “?邊?條河??帶?????興許?邊??魚?”季流??

  “??????放????”丁靈??

  “?知??騙????????把?攆走??媽???照顧????????學?呆?家??????”季流突???

  “???欠?什??”丁靈??

  “?覺??早???清??”季流??

  “?????誰啊?”丁靈??“??????北京吧?????堂?”


  “其實??????邊???獄??當?偷??撿廢品???工?混??????樣???知識?畢業??分配??工作?等????工作?????拉??把??吧?”季流??“??用考慮?????做?喜歡做?事”


  “?????輩?窩????村莊?”丁靈問?

  “????候??把?埋?????家?哪??????哪???昨?????糊塗?????媽攔?????真?走??”季流??等丁靈?話?又??“?走???肯定??悔??肯定??扭?回????候???家??星星??月亮????????”


  “??什????????”丁靈問?

  “因??????特別???”季流??

  “??吧??????什??”丁靈疑惑?問?

  “因??因????夢?和?結婚??”季流??

  丁靈???話???河邊??問季流?“?確定?邊?魚嗎?”


  “應該?吧?????邊????條??邊???”季流笑???“醫????體弱???補補?體??兩?咱??吃魚?”


  “??邊???魚??????家養?啊?”丁靈問?

  “應該??吧?”


  ?季流剛?水摸?兩條魚??聽???喊“抓賊??抓賊?”?嚇?季流忙?淺灘?穿?鞋?拎?魚?讓丁靈趴?背???迅速?往家??向跑??

  “跑?跑?跑?跑快點?”丁靈?慌慌忙忙??

  “放??進?玉米????找??咱??”