第十一章 未婚妻 一 新
打撈?船????它????它?河???回回?走?像?葉扁舟?像??海?撈針?等?群?離散???船?走??船主??????遊????於??潮?河變???聲息?
季流?河邊呆??夜?哭??言?語???“?應該?水?救她????害?她?肯定??把她攆走??段???她泄露?蹤跡???應該回?拿錢??應該立馬帶她走?她????事??她???直??????她呢????懦弱?她?直?讓?表達?什???吧???樣?她?次?離???讓她失望??她本??????憂?慮??活?”
季流?經泣?成聲?像?命運?作弄????北京??簡短????每?件事?於????似乎???場噩夢???直??“??長??嗎??什????邊???????事?”???給?答案???邊?經????????瑩????夢??她哭??笑?????她?泄??她?聲呼喊???什?世界???樣??
又??兩??季流跑??遠??又讓?製作??塊靈牌位??靈牌位?邊刻?“思故??瑩靈位”??邊刻?年月日?
靈牌位?埋?潮?河邊??瑩挑選???位置?她似乎早?預料???????她知??己逃?掉?她指???似乎才?她最??歸宿?
?邊?嚴老???邊??瑩??兩?與季流認識?久?卻與?感情最深???????石?旁??永遠??忘記????兩??????活??活??????
走??切???吹雲散?深夜??聲驚雷???季流?走???帶走?活?悲傷?死??安寧????社??憤怒?踏??歸家?列車?
???樣回家??回?????????村莊——丁村?
丁村???村莊?通火車???通汽車???坐火車?市??從市?搭車?縣城?再走??長???路?才??找??輛牛車把?送???村?路口?似乎遠走??於??????村莊????直???件?麻煩?事情?
?買?新衣服??打扮?像?瑩???樣幹淨?帥??拎??包?包?東西??走????村路????村民?瞧?見?????
“???流娃嗎?”
“?啊??????????”
“??息??”
“?啊?”
“聽?丁靈考??學???將???????娃?”
“丁家?福?啊??家?倆??娃?”
“?啊??福??”
季流低??????己?事?默?吭聲???當?聽?丁靈真?考??學?消息???失落??高興?高興??丁靈考???學?失落???丁靈考???學?
??家?房??臨近?家?耕????土坯房和???廚房?和??土坯??院??院??????顆?棗???今??棗???結滿?果實??走近門???????丁靈?
丁靈??纖瘦?她此?正坐?院??棗?旁??扶?額??用蒲扇?扇?用幾塊用青磚堆成?火爐??火爐?邊放?藥罐??她正?煎?藥?似乎????事?
當季流走進?院??她?感受??聲音?扭?望??刹???眼眸相處?她???己?錯???
“媽病?嗎?”?愣??季流?走近?她?邊問?
“?兩?雨水???濕病又犯??”丁靈聲音清脆?確認??季流???低??????歸???情似乎??喜?淡?
丁靈?睫毛?長??眼睛??臉蛋?貯存?未褪??清純????總??惹?喜歡???她??材單薄??指細長????像?長久?營養?良?
季流?????覺?她長高??少???年買?褲??穿?她???經露?長長?腳脖???似乎?長??烏黑烏黑????腰???知?她???把??賣掉?季流???
“????先進屋??媽??”
季流見丁靈??回?似乎並非?高興?縱???千言萬語?話??卡??喉嚨????此刻??知?該??什??
丁靈??抬?淡淡?????眼?覺????似乎變??變?輪廓分明?幹淨沉???????土包?嗎??????變?像???城市?公???她家??巡視?
“哦?????給?買?東西?先放房???”季流?丁靈??眼輕瞄???非常?舒服??走??步又回???
丁靈??吭聲??把季流當成問路?幽靈?
此??丁媽閉?眼躺?床??年輕???她臉??皺紋漸??聽??聲音?她坐???????季流?
“??娃回????吭?聲?讓靈兒?接?啊?”丁媽見?季流歸家??情似???激動?
“媽??事?????????走?丟?”
“唉???孩??”
“????北京買??濕貼??知?管?管用??兩?您試試?”季流???躺?床??丁媽?她老??她真?老??滿??銀??和暗淡?眼???放?沉重??包?包???從??包?掏????北京買??濕貼??丁媽??
“???”丁媽眼角濕潤?丁靈?她和老伴近?年才??女兒?算?老??女?她?家與季流家相差???季流?父母??季流??候???快???年?所????撮合?丁靈和季流??候?定?娃娃親?????活?家?負擔重?丁靈?父親?跑?季流家?跟?父母??新疆阿爾泰?座金山????跟?????新疆挖金?????????再???回??季流當????十歲?丁靈父親幹?事讓丁媽??候愧疚?於?她?把季流接?她家當兒?養??
“??買??北京烤鴨?晚?做給?嚐嚐?”季流又??
“???”丁媽連續???又?“靈兒考??學??她再?幾???走????怎?辦?”
“?聽您??”季流??
“唉?靈兒?性格??學給?壞??????聽?話???問?她幾次?她??先等等再??”丁媽又?季流??“??????跟她談談???????”
“???跟她?話?她總??理??”季流紅?臉??
“??膽?放?點???怕??學???候跟別?跑??”丁媽?惆悵??兩孩??她管?住???
季流低???吭聲??從???跟丁靈談???倆?事????知?丁靈?怎??????怕?己?吭聲???她給打斷??
“??北京??候???????讓????丁靈考???考???學???先讓?倆把婚結??????讓她??什?學?她??女孩?跑??遠????放???聽別?????外邊亂???管哪?????學??拐跑??騙走?事?”丁媽紅?眼睛又??“???圖?啥?咱??家?溫飽?行????父母?靈兒她爸?千?迢迢跑?阿爾泰?淘金?咱?????消息???連???屍骨??見???”
“媽?別?????????事??”季流安慰?丁媽???己聽丁媽提???????受?
“????長???靈兒?長????今年?十?歲?靈兒十??剛剛??年紀?咱?村???幾?跟??般???孩????幾???”丁媽??“??讓?倆先把事辦??”
“?她?幾????學????吧?”季流??
“????????讓她??學??”丁媽??
“媽???行?靈兒??聰明??學咱?家才????????全村???傳丁靈將????息?????讓她?學?她?????輩??”季流??
“唉?她?????半懂事?????”丁媽歎?口??“???跟她商量???怎?辦???其實她?挺?意???”
“嗯?”
跟丁媽嘮完嗑?季流?進?院??丁靈??煎藥???跑??幫忙??丁靈?經把藥煎??正往瓷碗內倒????幫忙?幫??反?????忙腳亂?藥罐?打?碗?掉???藥湯?所剩?存?
“?北京??久?????學聰明?”
季流?尷尬??????知??什???忙撿?藥罐??重新煎藥?按理???比丁靈???歲??管?走??路???吃??飯?比丁靈???她???應該?壓????今?丁靈????總?抬?????
晚飯?丁靈做??季流拾掇??己買?烤鴨?丁靈???再讓?搭?幫忙????程?????句話?????季流總??她?邊轉?轉??欲言又止?
“???轉?轉?煩?煩?啊?”丁靈?明?惱火?
“?燒火??燒火?”季流摸??訕訕跑?灶台??往?邊添柴?
“飯????用燒?????端飯?”
“哦?????”
?院?內?棗????塊?青石板?它飽經?霜??歲月侵蝕?痕跡??今?邊放滿?飯菜?它?邊?放????凳?????家?晚飯????進行?
季流回??丁媽?情?錯?犯?兩???濕疼痛似乎減輕?????????攙扶????床?和????圍?青石板處?
“??北京??候???????讓????丁靈考???考???學???先讓?倆把婚結??”??動?吃飯??候?丁媽?坐??凳???口講話?“?算錢?夠?借?點總?差???”
季流楞???????剛剛丁媽????話?她又???遍?她??丁靈??嗎???向丁靈????丁靈瞪???眼???忙低???丁靈?什??法??從??知?????候丁靈???動?動??罵?或者??讓?離她遠點????候丁靈寧願和別??朋友玩????和?玩??今長????點????候??關???兩句???次回??丁靈連??笑臉??給?????傷感?
“????丁靈考??學??她再?幾?????學???辦?話???及???????????等?丁靈?次放假??候再??”丁媽又??“?????兩??????趕緊把???事給辦??”
“???聽您??”季流紅?臉??
“辦??事?其實??快??咱?????????頓酒席?事?靈兒??咋樣?”丁媽又?向丁靈?
“?吃飽??”丁靈???憤?放?碗筷??往門外走??
“?給?回????女?真?聽話?”丁媽罕見??脾??
“媽?媽?您別?????勸勸她?”季流連忙勸丁媽?隨?她?跑??找丁靈????己??家??段???丁媽和丁靈????矛盾?季流???難??????結婚?事?
?家?東邊???條?路??路??邊?溝??另?邊?種??經快結?“穗”?玉米???吃晚飯??候??早?經黑?????空??掛?月亮??照耀????
“媽?媽?隨口????別放?????該??學????學吧?”季流?丁靈????
丁靈??吭聲??直走??季流跟?她?邊???月光??季流覺?丁靈像?仙女?她???微?揚??稍??淩亂?若??再????她似乎??飛?????
“???候??把?當哥哥???從????叫??‘哥哥’????叫??名字????‘喂喂喂’?叫???長??????知?該問?叫什????且??????知?該把?當什???”丁靈又??“?媽?直?????????知??????????候???????渴望?由??活?????束縛?所???定?娃娃親??直?反感??至於?見????候??煩??總希望??遠遠?走??”丁靈稍?停頓?深吸??口?又??“今??回?????感覺雖??????似乎?????哪??所????????應該??感覺????跟?結婚?所???回?跟?媽??把咱??娃娃親給解除?吧?”
丁靈站定?腳步?回?靜靜???季流?
“????媽???同意??”季流深吸??口??蠕動?未?咽?唾沫?
“????媽怎??同意?她最聽????肯定?辦法?”丁靈??
“全村?知?咱?定?娃娃親?解???把她?壞??除非??把她?死?”季流盼星星盼月亮??盼望??和丁靈????所??管丁靈??少?????輕易放棄?
“???怎?辦?”丁靈問?
“??????再等等吧?”
“等什??”
“等?等?把???習慣?改掉?”季流艱難???口?
“?等??幹什??”
“???輩?????”
“??需???”丁靈??“?明??走吧?”
“走???什??走?”
“???家????家???明?嗎?”
“????家?”
“?家?‘甲林’?她??媽????媽????知???叫什??”
“?????……?”?
甲林?季流??候?家?與鳳凰鎮相鄰???丁靈?話語嗆?急火攻??口??陣血腥?差點栽倒????昏昏沉沉?眼圈濕潤?
“把??錢?拿走?所?東西?拿走?????城市?永遠???再???家?”丁靈?完??往?路?更深處跑??