第二章 北京之行 二
???1994年??經入?冬??場?雪?????經?冷??第??流娃依舊??行裝?茫??站?馬路邊???知?該往哪?走?往哪???
???腦海??法????????聚集????找???碎?事糊口??真??離???破破爛爛?????離????唯??認識??叔??又??迷茫??或許??口袋內??硬邦邦?兩塊錢才???進?最?動??因此?攥?更緊??
丁村鎮???北京環內?某????流娃走??????所?????迷迷糊糊?????停留?????因?“丁村鎮”???名?和?老家?“丁村”?差???字?
丁村鎮?繁華?流娃???吃??碗熱乎??條?又喝?幾碗熱乎湯???始?附近走動??需?找事情做??維持?活??需?賺錢?補貼家用?
流娃走動?街??????許???商店???商店?門?????寫?招聘服務員、招聘經理什????透??玻璃??商店內幾乎???塵?染?服務員?流娃知??什??????幹????衣服髒兮兮?????意思進??所??商家?關?門?????進?家門??
??夜注定?簡單?若?露宿街??怕??活活凍死?流娃??樣抱??己?臂膀?縮?腦袋?縮????漫?目??走??寒?吹??????並??受??像?吹????顆火熱????北京?????似乎???????再?樣持續????份寒冷似乎??把?火熱??給澆滅?
?活?論?困苦?總??繼續??像丁村鎮南邊?乞丐?總?撿?菜市場丟掉?爛菜敗葉拿回?煮燉??????消化?東西???肚??????餓死????活??常識?餓?吃?累?睡?冷?找?溫暖?己?
?群乞丐?躲?鎮南邊?幾座?拆遷??雜院???雜院?經?拆???半??知?什?原因?停工??半年????雜院???再拆??所????雜院?房??成??邊?廢墟??邊???遮?擋雨?房屋??????吹????房屋?牆?總?晃晃悠悠???並?妨礙乞丐?把??當成?堂??初???、兩??、???……?當流娃走??????經?知??第幾?走進??堂???
?座?堂???主????第??????活????凡當乞丐??什???老??殘??廢??病??焉????活絕望???吃懶做????????當乞丐???占?盤?奪飯碗??雨?乞討?雨雪?哀求??????營?????工作?
“??胳膊?腿?跑???幹什??”???堂?主??流娃?問話?
“????找工作?今??找??”流娃?????年殘燭?老???拄?拐杖?彎?背?雙眼透露精明?
?流娃?話??候???邊?經圍??群髒亂?乞丐???乞丐似乎怕????假乞丐???和??爭?盤?
“?找什?工作?”老?繼續問話?
“?什???幹?找?找?體?活?”流娃??
“?樣?明?菜市場收攤??幫??撿菜葉???給??住?”老?????坦?把???未拆遷???當成??囊?物??給誰住給誰住?
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流娃答應????理由?答應???於?年輕?????撿菜葉???簡單?事?和老?講完??乞丐??散??流娃住??????落??距離??乞丐?遠?找???麥秸鋪?????至於????冰涼??靠??堵牆???牆??邊????洞口???吹??“呼呼”?往?邊鑽???破牆?流娃?感覺?它?晃?
流娃?知??牆???突?倒??且倒??候??壓??邊?乞丐???壓??邊??????知??
?夜??樣????期?流娃?凍醒??幾次??比?外邊????外邊??獄???丁村鎮與??叔住?????樣????????鎮????叔????似乎連??村??算???流娃走?外邊??????衣?光鮮?笑容燦爛?????卑??破衣棉襖裹??????更?從?敢抬??遠??燦爛?
??流娃買?兩?熱饅???邊啃??邊?找事做?什???幹??什?????幹????????數???老家??給?拉土????磚廠用?土?土?拉?傻???幹?兩輪車裝滿土???像牛?樣向?拉?走?行?
?北京???界?流娃??找??拉土?活??知??邊?工工價高?肯定比家?邊掙錢??哪????找??問附近???附近????知?什??拉土??問??磚廠????????北京????城市哪??磚廠?磚廠??土包?城市才???
流娃?失落?找??磚廠????耐??皮進??家招聘服務員?商店???結結巴巴?話??話????攆????於??沮喪??情?伴隨???黑?
?黑??候??回???堂????處乞丐住???最????堂主??招呼??跟?乞丐??撿?菜葉?
?菜市場????髒亂??撿菜葉???片?片??????菜市場似乎??用打掃衛???流娃撿?菜葉??像猴??又急又快?似乎菜市場??????快??應該???泄?所遇??挫折??泄?找??工作??安?
撿???久??群?散??菜葉??撿光??流娃?撿??麻袋?抗扛回?“?堂”??堂主??流娃誇讚???做?清水煮??菜??請?吃??流娃?吃?????精???或許聞?飯缸?特殊?味???惡??
“?彎背老??其實????壞?”流娃低??又???“?應該跟???乞討?聽???乞丐收入??錯?”
“??己?何?低?????若?讓‘丁靈’知??她??恨?己?輩?????腳????????息?”流娃?思?亂?
“其實撿廢品????”流娃靠?牆又???“??需???存放廢品????需?知?哪?收廢品?”?又轉念???“???行?丁靈應該?希望???己撿廢品吧?丁媽應該??希望吧?”
“究竟該怎?辦?”流娃?迷茫??似乎???丁靈水靈靈??眼睛?正?遠處????“??努????爭????學校等???”?似乎又??丁媽慈祥??孔?“掙??錢??關係?靈兒?學費??急?借吧借吧??夠?”流娃?????眼角???滴淚??助、迷茫?加彷徨??真??知?該怎?辦?
??晚?快?????流娃???凍醒??候做???夢??夢?丁靈考???學?和?成?親?成親??倆?住進?新房?新房內?溫暖?點滿?蠟燭?丁靈?坐?床??等???揭蓋??????快?????緊攥?拳?????
流娃??候和丁靈定?娃娃親????爭?事實?十??鄉?知???連???賊?叔?常問??什??候?喝???喜酒?
??未?亮?流娃揉?揉麻木?腿????漫?目?走??走??陣????希望??又像失落?幽???樣??街角??街?晃蕩??渾渾噩噩?????打???枷鎖?讓?找??什??堅強?
?丁村鎮?邊緣??群???????流娃迷迷糊糊??跑??????初??知???????幹什?????????穿?東拚西湊?衣服??笑?????和?穿??樣????什?????農民工?流娃???????叔住????????叫勞務市場???肯定????找活幹?果真?再往?走??聽??長長短短?聲音???聲音叫喊??“?工十?塊”?“?工十?”?“?水電??車”?“?木工?”……?
聽??聲音流娃情??禁?又笑???工???十?塊錢???老家?轉廠???才?塊錢?相差??倍啊?
“?工”?流娃?點印象?老家??建房???工?工作??搬磚?拌水泥????技術含量?活??相信?己??幹??建築工?偷鋼筋??候?????????工?作業????知????幹??樣?“活”?
“若?幹???樣????幹???候???????當??農民工????十?塊錢??樣?話?靈兒?學費??用愁???明年夏??湊?齊?”流娃?情??激動????
?邊?邊走?順?聲音??擠???條路相交??條路??路邊???柴油?輪車??輛接?輛??邊?夾雜?少量??包車?????喊?“?車??車”?似乎???車??拿?錢?
流娃激動?餘????輛??輪車????輪車??工?????車??候????刀疤光男給攔住???刀疤光?男長?高?????拿?鋼筋棍?讓?交?塊錢?流娃?別??繳??於???繳????直???車費??等?交完錢????經坐??輪車內???瘦弱農民工?罵罵咧咧???“麻麻???塊錢又給狗賴?吃??”
??句話剛??刀疤光?男給聽????刀疤光?男瞬?登???輪車?輪???把?瘦弱農民工拽??車?
“?麻麻???死?”刀疤光?男罵完??甩????鋼筋棍???瘦弱農民工???猛打??瘦弱農民工?兩????打?????倒?????始哭喊?“殺???殺???惡霸殺?????理啊?搶劫完又殺??老???眼啊……?”瘦弱農民工哭?喊?????響應???離?遠遠?似乎???瘟疫??怕惹禍???
“?叫叫叫?叫?毛啊?叫??片???爺????知????爺讓??土鱉??飯吃????感恩戴德?再?聽話?跟????把?扔?潮?河喂魚?”刀疤光?男拽?瘦弱農民工??????周圍?農民工??
此??瘦弱農民工?經滿臉?血?嘴??冒?血??句話??????周圍?農民工??站?原?噤若寒蟬?聽??刀疤光?男講話?
“老老實實???車?塊錢?????收???少收???本鎮?規定?法律?叫收稅?咱?政府允許??知??????車掙錢?跑遠點?別嘰嘰歪歪??塊錢跟???命?樣?”刀疤光?男????隨?把????揍???動彈?瘦弱農民工??腳踢???旁?
本?挺喧鬧?市場?此??片寧靜????敢?聲?或者?聲??什???????管???經?打???動?瘦弱農民工?似乎????罪?應???
???久??群??散????該?車??車?該交錢?交錢?仿佛?事常????流娃進??輪車??拉滿??“噔噔噔”?????流娃?知?車?往哪?????做什???聽?車內農民工南腔北調??言??聽???概?車????民房工??給民戶造房??
?剛才????件事???民工???討論????痞惡霸?強行勒索?政府根本?允許?樣?事情??????惡霸?狠?辣?唬?住??才????樣?事?