第60章.無緣. 新
【原創】?終究????歸途
2017-9-3021:26古???部落舉報
?世?本??諸???奈?若事事???願所償?又何??百般?遺憾?
???愛??卻???放???
——傅瑤
?【引】?
?月??和?綿綿細雨?搖擺?河岸?纖纖細柳?揚?柳絮飄飄?落?滿??
?景城內?煙阜盛????才破曉?街市便又換??派繁鬧景象?
??嬌???影匆匆穿梭?熙攘??群????伴?旁??幾聲驚呼?砰?聲直直摔倒???
傅瑤吃疼?趴????腦袋??暈乎??意識??喊?聲“陸安哥哥救命”?
隨?周圍?群外擠進???清秀男孩兒??見摔趴??????兒?甚??奈?扶額歎息?
“?腿??短????學?跨????步????又摔倒?吧?”
責備?語?透??許?奈?陸安動作嫻熟?將她拉????背??她?
“?走?太快??追??嘛?”傅瑤緊緊抓住??衣角??怕?鬆??便又走遠?
扭???她?辜又委屈?模樣?陸安????嘴邊?責罵?換成?輕柔?詢問?
“膝蓋??疼?”
她搖?搖??端端凝視??近?咫尺??容良久?????耳邊低喃?聲:“陸安??????????走太快?”
她怕?怕?己稍微慢?點??再?追????步伐?
她?經意?顯露?彷徨?安??色真實?入???眼?陸安抿抿唇未予她回應?腳??步伐?未停歇?
良久??才聽?漫?經???句玩笑話:“???若?再走??慢?????????”
傅瑤哼哼幾聲?彼??她篤定?????真?拋?她?管??
??直至?年???每每回???句話?她?暗嘲?己曾經??真?縱???候??願意?她??她???再讓?回?尋?己?勇??
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陸安與傅瑤因?鄰????便??處長??初見?彼此???????歲?孩童?傅瑤因陸安長?比?己?????便打定?主意?賴???????賴便???年?
?陸安卻?她??嫌棄?
總?嫌棄她腿短跑?慢???每每??她屁顛屁顛追????模樣?又?悄悄眯??笑眼?????痕跡?放慢?腳步?
?嫌棄她?吃相太醜?卻??常做??她喜愛?食物???她吃?歡樂毫?顧忌形象?又忍?住搖?暗笑?己???養???豬?甚至暗喜?做飼養員?感覺似乎??賴?
?嫌棄她笨???欺負????????又拉?她親??尋?欺負她????毫?客??把?家欺負?哭?喊爹才罷休????告訴她??若再??欺負她?便?牙?牙欺負回???塌????頂???因此????她?縱??法???
?嫌棄她太愛哭鼻??卻總?隨?攜帶?她愛吃?糖果??她哭累???塞給她兩顆?似哄孩??般溫聲細語?逗?她笑?
她?陸安?嘴?雖?百般嫌棄???底??寵護她??否則怎??縱容她?百般鬧騰??容????給她受丁點?委屈?
?樣?日????知?覺?便??十年?久?年少?懵懂?情愫????形?漸漸清明?
?????隨?年齡增長?陸安陪她玩鬧???越?越少?
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忘?從何??始?原本與?每?膩??處?變成??今幾?才?見????
傅瑤??候????緊??便?偷偷爬牆翻進??書閣?奪???書卷筆墨?瞪???眼似嗔似怨?似兒??般任性?耍?賴?
“呐?陸公??經??未?見??姑娘???知?她???嗎?”
瞧?她?哀怨模樣?陸安??痕跡?彎?唇角????案??暗格?拿??盒糖果遞給她?“嗯?所?陸公?認真反省?????給?家姑娘?補償?”
傅瑤接?糖果????滿?“??糖怎?夠呢?”??順勢踮腳??臉側印??吻?笑?比???痞??流氓?
陸安欲抓她??她早?閃躲???邊?獨?樂嗬?享受?糖果?美味?讓??實??又?笑?
原本?當?養??笨笨傻傻?豬?卻??竟養???磨???流氓?當真???失策?
??眼????依舊??般???肺?陸安??微微失???
傅瑤偶?抬眸?便撞見???欲言又止?她平日?雖???咧咧????候卻?比誰??敏感?細?例?此刻????眼她便????股直覺?隱隱?安?
她欲問????何?事??卻?斂眸先搖???繼續????書??未再同她?話?
她??????情?便坐???旁百?聊賴????認真?模樣?
忽聞??句輕語?“??????金陵城???”
她稍?抬眸?便望進?雙清明?眸???她愣?片刻?茫??搖??“?太遙遠?未曾???”
“??否?什????東西?”
“??”她應?毫?猶豫?眼?盈滿?笑意?
陸安認真凝視她片刻???禁?隨?彎?眉眼?甚?寵溺?捏捏她嬌嫩?臉???留痕跡?掩???抹落空?期盼?
傅瑤?顧???歡喜???忘?詢問??????否與她?樣簡單?
直????見她?次數越?越少?留?學院????越?越??竟??兩?月才?見?????直至陸伯伯告訴她?她?才知曉?參加?今年?鄉試???才明??原?????從?與她??樣?
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阿爹曾同她???陸安與她終歸??同????始她?懂????認???她與陸安?真?喜歡彼此?總歸?走??處??
卻??早?明??若兩?選擇??路截?相反?又?何?再走向同??終點?
陸安?直?努????便立誌?精忠報國?近?年更?????誌願忙?終日?見?影?偶爾回??次?????及匆匆見?她???便又?離家遠??
傅瑤卻?固執?拉住??衣角?阻止?準備躍??馬????讓?離??紅?眼眶近乎哀求?語??“????留?日?哪怕?陪?半???行嗎?”
?樣?傅瑤?底????軟?陸安?房?細細?????日陪她???確?少?屈指?數?便溫聲安撫她?
“乖?待忙完????日??便歸???陪?幾日???”
??她確?拚命?搖????撲進??懷???管?顧?賴???“?才?管????????陪??”
陸安揉揉她?安分?腦袋?甚??奈?“傻丫????經及笄??怎????般?賴?”
“????????累……”她??極輕?陸安卻聽?清????底??未留?陪她?
???漸行漸遠?背影?傅瑤終?難掩??落寞?苦笑?聲?
陸安??走??樣?快??怕?追????……
恍惚???年??似曾???“???若?再走??慢?????????”
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??次偶??傅瑤?茶樓?巧逢陸安與學友?吟詩作??談笑???才情盡顯??流?成???恣意?模樣止住?她??向?走近?腳步??意識?躲??暗處??怕?????
?因她突?明??與陸安???距離???般?遙遠?
明明?隔幾步?遙?卻似隔?洪河分?兩相世界??所站?處萬丈光輝?她才?覺?原??竟??樣?優秀?優秀?讓她望塵莫及?
??夜?歸?陸府?遠遠?便見?門?處蹲坐??抹嬌弱?影?
府門??兩盞燈火隨?飄忽?飄搖?暗影掩住?她??情?陸安腳步匆匆向她走????????將她拉??脫??外袍披?她肩??才認真??她?語?略帶責怪?
“??轉涼?怎???知添衣?”
傅瑤癡癡望??未語?陸安摸摸她?額?玩笑??“?家姑娘莫?????傻?吧?”
?向????肺?她卻?問?認真?“?次歸??又?待?久?”
陸安呆怔片刻?便應她?“明日午?便走?”
話落?迎??片靜默?周遭靜?似?聽見?吹枝椏聲?
良久?才聽她?輕??聲“啊??樣啊”??樣?漫?經??
“?次???忙完?便陪???今????怕?忙?閑期吧?”她閃爍?目光?癡癡笑??似嘲?己??真?
陸安未曾應她???牽?她微涼???輕聲??句送她歸家?
她試圖維持???笑容?又問??句“夢?真???重?嗎?”
竟?重??連她??????
陸安微啟唇?卻未言?語??雙清明?眸??清晰?映?她??影?卻帶?絲絲她?法?透?複雜?色?
傅瑤??笑??望??皎潔?月?緩緩???“曾經?問及??理??????????與?愛??平凡共度餘????????????和??樣簡單???今????底??錯??”
她聲音淡淡?聽??悲喜?
陸安稍稍斂?眼眸?掩?幾??聞??聲輕歎???告訴她?“???世?若?所追求便枉?今?走???遭?日??便?明???世???許?比情愛更重??東西?”
?啊????言?愛情怕??及?抱負??分重???於她?言?陸安卻?她餘??全部?
所??今?宏願與她??選擇??者?
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清冷?月色映?她??容???更顯蒼??傅瑤苦笑?聲???明??她該放???
??屬於??溫度?點點?抽離?她步步?退?遠離???旁??彎??眉眼卻似染??盡?淒??莫名?觸動??????
“陸安???走?太快????走?太慢??竟??法跟???腳步???……眼睜睜???離?愈漸愈遠?”
頓?頓?又聽她笑?清朗?“??知???姑娘腿短?跟??怕???拖??腿??今????用再顧及??且放??追逐??夢吧?”
?夜?傅瑤獨?走?歸家?路?她??讓陸安護送??今她????追逐???此??路怕?注定???她???走?
?夜?陸安送予她?盒糖果?依舊?她愛吃?口味????日?????邊?若??????記?吃?顆????????事?
??卻忘??她曾經?快樂?與??關????記憶此?回????怕?????泛酸?
?夜??曾問?“?果??願等?……”??半句問話終究?????文?又聽??:“?路漫漫?知歸期??怕?誤???韶華?”
??又怎知?她願??韶華傾負??怕?????處高處?再??見原處??逗留??位姑娘?
?年?她選擇?留?原處?隨父親???景城內???茶館?茶館?意興隆??批?批?茶客??又走?走?又??
?年??順利?通??鄉試?次年??意外?拿??試??元?同年奪?殿試榜首?連??元?當年?位??書??躍成??景城最??驕傲?
?終歸功成名???願???向往?半??金陵城??她?守?原??癡癡等候?
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?【終】?
?載春秋??長?短?卻足夠改變許?事情?
?年春??景城內依舊柳絮飄飛?清晨?街市比往常??熱鬧?陸府外鑼鼓喧??鞭炮齊鳴?
??光芒?綻?男??攜??功與名?金陵歸鄉?陸府親友齊聚?堂???祝賀???????獨獨少?傅家???
待夜深宴席散??陸安攜??盒最?顯眼?糖果??府門?遙遙便望見?楊柳??靜立?清瘦?影?
夜??微涼?細雨和?柳絮溫柔飄落?星星點點綴?她?肩??
傅瑤?淨??容?揚?朗朗笑意???笑?溫柔?輕淺??聲祝賀?
她依舊未變?除卻略微蒼???色?唯??同??抵周?散??淡??息?
?給?糖果?樸素?包裝?依舊?年少??味??
她遞??喜帖?豔紅奪目?毫?防備?顫?????
??帖???她?名字緊挨????姓名?陸安輕淺笑??微微澀??“傻丫?長??呢?確?該嫁???”
???她?隨??笑??莫名??竟酸?眼眸?
?今??功成名??她即嫁做??婦?意料???結果???底???太願接受?事實?
陸安????真誠?祝福她???當年?底??留?遺憾?
“?世?本??諸???奈?若事事???願所償?又何??百般?遺憾?”
——???愛??卻???放???
她笑?輕淺?淡?且從容?瞞??????底??騙???己?獨?忍受???百痛?
若?遺憾?傅瑤此?唯??遺憾?便?當年??早?明?陸安?話???及?追???腳步???她留?原???越走越遠?站?高處?陸安??經??她?觸及???
“橫????????關愛恨?深淺??????抉擇??????宏圖?誌??願平淡安穩???所?注定???終歸?同路?”
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【番外】
傅瑤成婚?日?陸安贈予?她?襲嫁衣?
???“??兒?答應??承諾??讓?做?世?最美?新娘?”
原????直?記???承諾?
??誰????她做??別??新娘?
傅瑤穿??定製?衣?坐於銅鏡??與鏡???癡癡相望?失????
?知?否眼花?竟見?似笑?含?淚?
曾幾何??????愛欺負她?少年?縱??她百般嫌棄?卻始終護她於掌??
曾幾何??她??????肺??姑娘?黏???邊????耍?賴皮??今卻?徹底離???嫁作??婦?
???“傻丫???定???幸福?”
她輕點?點??“?待????”
陸安呆愣?片刻???斂眸點??掩?萬千思緒?
“?此便???”
??她??便??
???她嫁???府?陸安?同?啟程?往金陵?
??路跟隨她?花轎?護送百??終歸???分岔路口分??行?
轎?停????她?夫君?問她?“??同??別?”
喜蓋掩住?她??容?獨?失?良久???搖???
早??年???往金陵??候??經?別???
花轎繼續行駛??她??忍?住掀??蓋??掀簾往回望??陸安??馬?停??分叉路口?她?望?恰恰迎???目光?僅??瞬她便閃躲???怕??眼??繃?住讓?底?酸?決堤?
傅瑤本??適?????刻更覺?口悶堵?慌?連呼吸?困難?
突??股腥甜湧?喉??夫君掀簾進?告訴她陸安?經走遠??終究再忍受?住?猛?咳?幾口悶血?將???喜帕染?又深?層紅?
“???何苦?”?旁??輕歎?透?疼惜?輕柔?擁她入懷??她細?擦拭?唇角?血紅?
“?等????年??????回?????嗎??今??回????又何故?設??瞞??局?”
她???倚??懷??彎?笑含盡苦??
“?今?惡病纏??命?久矣?倘若??樣??必????愧疚?覺?愧?與????何?安??實???宏願?”
霧眼朦朧??她??????紅嫁衣?似乎?見當年她?陸安??做最美?新娘??歡喜應承她?樣???禁癡癡笑????含?淚水?苦澀?
“陸安??從???做??新娘?奈何??走?太遠??追???啊……”?
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