第18回:回家 新

  ?亮???????知?熱鬧場??

  老師?????門口????王培?臉?差點嚇暈???

  ???????讓她?????背?傷口?老師幾乎?崩潰??

  所幸?門口其???倒?傷??她??情才稍微平複?

  ?當她??躺?床??燕指香??臉煞?????床??老師??終於????抗住?暈倒???

  幸虧老張??????連忙幫?掐????才把老師救醒?

  其?同學嘰嘰喳喳?聲音?讓???????

  ?管??問什?????回答???淩??????套?

  老師打電話叫??急救車??、王培??車?燕指香?擔架抬??車???才從雞貓?喊叫?氛圍?脫??老師則抹?眼淚帶????醫院???路??像?怨婦?樣?嘮叨?“??幾???老師最信任??”“???、???”“??老師職業?涯最??失敗”“??讓老師怎?向???家長、怎?向學校交代”“老師幹脆辭職算?”……等等?

  言語??她流露??淩???極度?滿????幾??知?真相??知???果????恐怕燕指香???歸?世??所???????搭理她?

  王培和??傷口?處理??並?麻煩??非??清洗、縫針?打打破傷?????王培?傷畢竟?臉???續?何避免留?傷疤??問題?????背?倒???乎?

  讓醫??疼??燕指香?檢查做???遍??挺健康?????、??????打??葡萄糖處理?

  ?待?久?家長??????應該?老師第???給??打?電話?

  第??先???王培?爸爸?????同樣???斯斯文文??年男??戴?眼鏡??????學問???????倒?和老師?客?????客套話?什????孩?哪??受傷?等等????安慰?幾句?知?淩????哥哥??讓???哥???事情?????匆匆忙忙?待?王培回北京??????協和或者??處整形醫院???怎??留傷疤?

  臨走??王培特意??????耳邊??“淩????哥真?????等回北京??學?????倆?給???講講???家?底?幹什???”?完?衝?眨?眨眼鏡??????跟??爸爸走??

  第?????燕指香?爸爸?年齡稍微????估計燕指香?算??老年????????經花??梳理?十分整齊?整??????采奕奕???魅?????種成熟、富?知識?魅???????流露??????老師???己?偶像?哭?更厲害????勁?檢討?己?失職??燕父倒??明理?再加????己?女兒除?渾?乏??確實??什?其?毛病??????番寬慰老師?話???讓燕指香坐??家?車??回北京??

  送走?燕家婦女?老師????眼光???複雜?????又????批評?又?批評?真?????她?覺?難受??老師真???痛快???

  ?倆正?醫院門口尷尬???家?車???車門????媽瘋?似?跑????“????哥呢????受傷住院????幾層???”她嚷??

  “媽?受傷????”??聲嘀咕?

  “哦??啊?怎???傷?哪???哥?受傷吧??”她聲音?????

  老師??藏?住??把滿??怒火?全?撒??媽????“???家兒??淩????孩?平?蔫??溜???話????老師??注意??帶?同學?幹????危險?事情??家燕指香????床??王培?臉?花??????口??幸虧?家?家長?明事理??和??家孩?計較……”


  老師?口水橫飛?比?書?嘴?利索??把?和淩???罵????昏?暗?

  ?爸停?車??跑????和?媽??聽訓?

  ??平??慈愛?父母??老師訓?像??孩????勁?賠????真?告訴??真相??????

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  老師最?罵?精疲?盡??“行????帶?孩?走吧?????續?家家長怎??賠償?”


  ?爸媽帶???車??言???跟?老師?車?回?農家院?

  ?媽??車??把淩???把摟進懷??“??啊???事吧??受傷吧??事啊?爸媽接??回家?啊?”??又向老師和同學?鞠躬?歉?帶??哥??車?

  淩????車?和???坐??排??衝?做??鬼臉?“哥??像弄?跟?受傷?似??”


  ?媽坐?副駕?回????“??倆??媽媽??掉???肉?誰受傷媽媽??疼????調皮搗蛋慣????次?老師??媽媽?知??????搗亂?讓?哥頂缸??”


  “媽?……”?剛?分辨幾句?淩??搶??話??

  “??????幹??”???窗外?語速???慢?“????”


  “傻孩???跟爸爸媽媽?什????啊?”?媽???堅持?又?滿臉笑容?“??幾?同學晚?爬山?弄傷??咱???故意??該陪?家?少醫藥費?咱??陪?家?????賠禮?歉?????倆?事????”


  ??倆?事??像她壓根??記???背?受傷??

  ??家??爺爺奶奶???頓寬慰?並?經準備???桌??飯?菜?給??倆壓驚?奶奶?????傷口?表示??事?男孩?受點傷?什????皮實?????怕??磕磕碰碰??

  ?頓飯???媽媽讓??倆洗澡?????黴運?“早點睡?明???早?全家???處燒燒香?”


  當??倆回?房??坐??關??門??????淩?????????

  “哥?????和??????怎?……怎?……?做?????”?先?口??

  ??回答??把?扭??????窗外??黑洞洞?夜空???站????走?窗戶邊?把窗戶打????深深??吸?兩口??

  ?望???背影?“哥????願意???”


  “??”??口??“?告訴??恐怕????直問?????????奇?太強?”


  ?傻笑?兩??

  “?相信??世界?……”??話語???????猶豫?“??輪回??”


  輪回??死????轉世投胎?

  ?實???放?今???????相信??

  ????經曆???事情?????淩???????信?

  “?……???信???????????信?”???

  “嗬嗬?”?幹笑?幾聲?“?倒??信??”?依舊背????“?世界??確實???輪回???且????????世界??真???鬼、?怪、?妖、?僵屍???什????相信???因?????見???什????見??因??陰和陽?本?兩相隔???死????變成鬼???陰?????轉世投胎?再重新回陽世???當????世?記憶????????連剛????????記??因?記憶???形成?”


  “恩?????”???“?印象???最早??件事??像?咱倆???候??院??拉屎……??拉?讓??拉???拉……”


  ??像又笑?笑?“?????記憶?最初?記憶?片段?卻??……”


  “??什??”??明????什??

  “??最初?記憶?片段??……?????乞丐……”???

  “?乞丐?”?納悶??“咱家?愁吃?愁喝??什??候……”


  “????????世……”???

  ????世????種超?實?感覺?又回????體內????話??

  “??????記憶?最初?畫??”?望?窗外?悠悠????“??……幾百年?……按照????????明代……?????每?混跡?乞丐群?????群乞丐?老?、??????走街串巷?每??靠?討飯??填飽肚???????吃?飽?尤其??……別??臉?雖???蓬?垢??????普通??樣????……??臉色……?每回拍??家??門???趕?????……掃把星……”


  ?聽??直覺?像?雲?霧??般?

  “?常常兩??吃??飯???乞丐????願意和?????因?和????????討??飯??餓極?????……??和野狗搶食……”?

  ????慢?聽????傷??

  “????長??十?歲???次?實???挨?住????跑進?林????……拿腰帶?吊?活???難受?幹脆?死?算??”