第三章 逃家之路
???最??難題???錢呀?曹野躺?床???
屋???燈??怕?嬸又衝???月光灑?窗外?走廊??映???薄霜???攬??將?邊??枕?送入懷抱?緊緊抱??腦袋深深埋?進??曹野忽?覺???種感覺?像擁入少女?柔軟懷抱??股依戀?情油??????似乎?受??
?樣????辦法?便利店?點微薄薪水?連?病??夠?曹野積累?錢?租房用??絕?部分???房?條件?算???租金卻??其?屋???分???其?緣由?曹野???追究???兒落腳?????
盡管?此?租房??差點掏空?錢包?吃穿用度??剩???碎錢?青黃?接??候????靠??碎錢?熬?便利店??薪日???點餘糧??讓?老太太搶??
????事兒?曹野????今??午???櫃台?店??位老太太?????店?晃???買啥???問啥?躲?監控死角??知?幹什??曹野??店?最近經常失竊?留???眼?悄悄走???從貨架?縫隙???見老太太往褲襠?塞洗?水?
曹野走????聲問??“阿婆???找什??”
老太太???洗?水滾????她整整褲帶?指?洗?水??向曹野?“??東西?擺??它掉??”?罷???離??
曹野攔?路????邊給店長?消息??邊和藹?問?“阿婆?買什???幫?找?”
老太太擺擺???矮????從曹野側?溜???曹野?意識擋住?路?誰料?老太太隔??幾步?忽?左?扶?冰櫃?邊沿??貓腰?左腿往外抻??緩緩?坐???????歪?躺倒???倒?差????她才?聲呻吟?聲?仿佛網絡?延遲?
曹野?見??場??問?“阿婆?您??哪??啊???監控?”
???老太太?右?咬住曹野?褲腿?她嚷???“哎喲喂??夥???怎?撞?呐?”
曹野據理?爭?“隔??遠??怎??撞???阿婆??知?監控什?意思嗎?”
老太太痛?疾首??“??老??活??長歲數???撞?命?????誆?啥呀?”
店長聞訊???見圍觀?客?越?越??連忙打圓場?“哎喲老太太???事兒吧??扶????別坐?????涼?涼壞??啦?”
老太太?巴掌拍飛店長伸????罵??“??腿?斷???什??”她指?曹野?“今兒??把??腿醫?????死?兒?”?罷?衣服??又滾?兩袋?食??
“???????什??”曹野?臉漲?通紅?又?又急?招呼眾???眾?齊齊鄙夷?哄笑???
“?哪知???給?撞成?樣???知??什?呀——”老太太?聲?淚?嚎????曹野咬?牙?往?縮腿??褲腿??股勁兒?直?鬆?
店長湊???賠笑??“阿姨??話?商量?”?扭??曹野低聲???“?怎?招惹?她???年紀??數額?咱?監控??用?行啦??給她??錢?打??算??”
“????給?”老太太指名曹野?“?給?醫藥費??今兒當場?死?兒?”老太太信誓旦旦?眾?又哄笑????老太太?點??害臊?
“??錢?”曹野?耐煩???
“???搜?搜??少??歸?????錢嗎?”話???完?老太太另????亂摸???扒拉曹野?褲??
曹野猛?扭胯?將老太太??給掙???把褲兜掏?底朝??掏??把碎錢?全甩????硬幣摔????劈?啪啦?響??陣?便??滾動?
老太太鬆???連忙伸??捉?
“給?買棺材?給?買紙??給?買壽衣?”曹野指?她?咒罵幾句?轉??走?老太太?聲音從??傳??“???當紅?兵??兒?早給?全家鬥死?坐?全家飛機?踩?全家?萬?腳翻????”
店長跟?曹野?似乎?勸???曹野把???便利店圍兜?解?甩?桌??便往門外走?
同事端??摞便當盒進門??曹野撞歪????“????走路??點?”曹野?理??徑直往屋外走??同事扭?喊??“曹野?曹野??哪呀??喂?今兒?牛肉……”
曹野???光明正??翹班?????兒高?臉皮薄?咽???口????潮洶湧?廣場??曹野?坐????午???見許??家?口?其樂融融???海?遊?遊???記??己??候?似乎???樣??候???記憶太模糊??
???管??飽?畢竟???消化?陣兒??頂餓?????回便利店???廣場?灌?點飲水池?涼水?回?南門?區?回???鄭家?經吃完飯??曹野錯??搭夥????鄭家???等??吃完??全家????門緊鎖?曹野?屋?轉??圈??啥吃????才?包?找????幹饅????????長綠毛?變質饅??
?錢?行?曹野最終??結論??????哪??錢呢??閉?眼??黑暗?細細思索?忽???閃電劃?腦海?紅通通?紅包驟????眼?——壓歲錢?
每年走親戚?曹野??收??疊疊?紅包?每????父親?顯?少見??度??當?眾親戚???拿?裝餅幹?鐵盒??請曹野鄭重其事?放進??曹?金當眾宣布??錢?曹野讀書用??全部交給曹野保管??曹野???熱?又從口袋?摸?兩?紅包?????外公外婆給?????讓爸爸媽媽知??
?遞給曹?金?曹?金歡喜?接??默默?曹野???讚賞???兒?????樣?
眾親戚誇讚?止??曹野滿?歡喜??把臉朝向牆壁?把笑容藏????給?家???
??鐵盒??直放?曹野房??櫃???由曹野保管???給?信任?讓曹野感動????信守承諾?年複?年?守?它?直?它變?越?越沉???幾次忍?住偷偷打??條縫???紅包?乖巧?堆疊????每次?課?老師講?豐收??沉甸甸??曹野???便???片紅?
??太匆忙?忘??己守護?其實?錢啊?曹野?????骨碌爬???眼睛?黑暗?閃?光???把??錢拿回??
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夜半?分?雨停????濕漉漉????月光??????
街???少行??落葉喧鬧????街??追?趕?曹野換??黑衣?走??條指向老家??路??路燈隊列整齊??容嚴肅??絲?苟?吐?光線?
?逃家????跑??條路?
逃家?序幕??從?句話?始??
“爸????幹??”???午???曹?金?樣???
曹野站?樓梯口?臉色蒼???情悲哀?
曹?金正坐?嗑瓜???笑嘻嘻???“別?玩笑??”??知??曹野昨夜??何躲進酒店?廁所??何?冷?凍醒??何?半夜跌跌撞撞?逃回??
“爸??真???幹????”曹野頂?宿醉?劇痛??
?知?實習?????父親花??少錢?送??少禮?才給辦妥??
???當油膩?男主管把?喊進辦公室?反鎖門?貼???????怪話?滑溜溜???摸?曹野?腿??曹野騰??聲跳???甩?將主管和工作機??掀翻???
主管?死???晚??接待宴?故意挑?客戶?酒興?拚命讓曹野擋酒??幾杯?肚?曹野?臉色便?豬肝?般?紫紅紫紅??暈乎乎???酒桌??觥籌交錯?外界?聲響全?混成?團?吵鬧?堪?
?片混亂????見主管狼似?眼睛?????栽倒??管世事??求?本?讓?掙紮????鑽進廁所?將門?鎖?醉倒昏睡??睡?極?安寧?夢??雙雙熾熱?眼睛?從????射?光???數雙油膩膩?肥??排成?條路??兩邊海草般擺動??最遠處??深?見底?黑暗與深淵?
?馬桶衝水聲驚醒????腳冰涼??昏腦漲?幾乎站立????黑色?斑點?視野??回跳躍??默默?坐???陣??體才漸漸???熱???清潔工?幫助????步?步挪?廁所???怎?回????記?清??
父親?笑容僵?臉??僵??久?
?猛?抽??邊?酒瓶?????腦?往曹野?邊丟??嘩啦?聲巨響?酒瓶?砸?牆壁??碎成??片片綠瑩瑩?玻璃碎片?
曹?金破口?罵?母親從廚房跑???瞪?驚恐?眼睛?聽?幾句?忽?淚?雨??她反複??????做??該?傷????費????勁?才給?找??機????????????怎???領情?家?各種聲響鬧成?片?
曹野忽??聲喊??“?????”
曹?金?聽?立刻衝進廁所?提??根銀光閃閃?鋼管?????眼睛?紅??曹野連忙往樓?跑?砰?聲關??門?
曹?金?腳踹?房門?因???太??門反彈回??又給關???曹野連忙反鎖房門??忙腳亂?收拾細軟?
門把連轉?幾??轉?動?曹?金?門外罵?句娘?踢腳踹?門??門??次次?衝擊??劇烈?抖動????變形??
曹?金似乎覺?腳丫??夠硬??提?鋼管?往門?狠敲????兩??粗製濫造??破門?砸???口??鋼管銀光閃閃?腦袋從?毛糙?新口??鑽?進????鋼棍抽?回????眼睛探?洞??“??????”
眼睛消失?????陣?聲?鋼管又?次粗暴?鑽?進??砸飛?少木屑?洞口更???
“今??打斷??狗腿????姓曹?”
曹野越收拾???越悲涼??忽?平靜????腳?細致???提?行囊?收?紙筆、銀行卡與幾本書?疊?幾件換洗衣服?拉?拉鏈?狂暴?砸門聲?似乎與?毫?關係?
母親?外?喊?孩?快?歉?認錯?事兒?完??
?????曹野????提??己?椅??將它頂?門把???又收拾?各種充電線?
門轟??聲??砸翻??半部分?曹?金和母親??半?登台亮相?形態各異?曹野?????眼?把最??塊電池放進口袋?跳??桌???腳踹?窗戶??灌進屋??灰黃?窗簾飛舞???仿佛曹野?披??
曹?金指?曹野?罵??“??媽???什?用???倭瓜?比??用??家?靠???外???靠露微????什?用???媽?文?值?當初?該把?射牆??”?罷??往門?爬???鑽進屋??
?話戳??曹野???嘴唇微微顫抖?狠狠?吸?口??轉?朝??樓?窗外???屋外陽光燦爛?
啪嗒?聲悶響?曹?金鑽進?房???威脅??“馬?給?滾???”
曹野?答話?回????眼家??縱??跳?
?從?樓躍??????刻驟?變??灌滿??耳朵??摔向????站穩?砸?水泥???背包?落???刻?敲??腦袋?敲??眼冒金星??連忙用?撐???掌?粗糙???劃?火辣辣?疼?
?勉強站???腳似乎崴??疼?齜牙咧嘴??顧??疼??咬?牙??瘸?拐??往巷外跑?
曹?金?腦袋從樓?窗戶?探???鋼管??陽光?閃閃?光???嚷什??曹野聽?清??拐?幾?彎?遇見詫異?老鄰居?鄰居問???躲閃??埋??走?
拐?家?另?側?朝?巷口??條路??忽?背?傳?爆炸?聲響??股劇痛從?腿襲??疼?曹野??趔趄?差點坐?????回??????亮閃閃?碎玻璃?????米處炸??半塊水晶?象?腦袋塗????鼻??高高揚??彈射??玻璃碎片?紮傷?曹野?腿?曹野抬????見曹?金吃??目光???樓另?側房??窗口閃耀?
?記????水晶?象??己攢???月??花錢?送給爸爸??日禮物????讀?年級??記??己?爸爸??“爸爸?像?象?保護?和媽媽?”?
???兒?血?從?腿?洶湧???淚痕似?掛滿腿肚??街坊鄰居?探????幾位熟悉?阿公阿婆?驚失色?端?飯碗??朝曹野跑???曹野倒抽??口冷?????給阿公阿婆添麻煩?朝???擺擺??邁?步??忍痛往巷口跑??
?跑?巷口???午??晴空??太陽將?路照?光芒萬丈???變??比寬廣?寬廣?曹野竟?知何處?家?