57、生如夏花
57、??夏花
???月??花褪殘紅?綠?成蔭??命展?盎??機?程庸投入?課堂教學??忽?聽?高初飛?樓?叫?“程主任??????事?”程庸???絲?快?簡單?布置??閱讀任務?跑步?樓?
“高校長??什?事啊?”高初飛正?抽煙?煙霧彌漫?煙蒂積滿煙缸?遇?什?煩惱事??
“??知?江主任?妹妹江夏華?事??”高初飛猛吸?口煙?將煙蒂狠狠?掐滅?
“什???聽?啊???什?事?”程庸?點?相信???聽錯??
“剛與幾?校長通?電話?聽?從醫院門診?樓?背頂?窗戶?仰????正?全?搶救??半……唉?????哪?怎?????啊?”高初飛惋惜異常?
“??真???”程庸腦?嗡??聲?似重物擊????相信?進?祈禱吉????相??奇跡???
“程庸怎?啦?臉色?點難??”高初飛瞥??眼程庸?“?待?和幾?校長?????學校負責???”
“?吧?”程庸機械?回應??臉?浮?江夏華?燦爛?笑容?與她交往??點?滴??影片般閃??
程庸????學找江涵秋?從教證明???初??稱呼????學初?班??獨立編製?和?學??塊辦公?
?樓??邂逅?位女教師?她笑盈盈掃??眼程庸?程庸客??叫?聲?“老師??請問江校長辦公室?哪?”
“?找江校長啊????兒房??夠??辦公?家??”她?指?教學樓?東邊?“喏?????”
“???謝謝啊?”程庸轉?欲行?她突?“咦”??聲?“??東??程庸吧?”
“?啊??怎?知??”程庸驚訝?回首?
“咯?咯?”她笑魘?花?“?猜???信??”程庸搖搖??
“???呆呆?樣???知?????畢業兩年?????知領導辦公室朝向?”她什?話??????熟嗎?程庸?點莫名其妙?
“別?驚?怪??聽?學??????曾經?學?????和學??話?談???談???興奮??似乎????最??老師?連???點醋意?”愛笑愛????滔滔?絕?
“真????學???真?????學習??習慣????懂追?問???及理???????‘??程老師????樣’????????”口????其實?點????笑容依???燦爛?
“?啦?光顧?話????哥家?坐???”她熱情邀請?
“?哥家??哥誰呀?”程庸??弄糊塗??
“???傻?傻??哥??江涵秋????妹江夏華???同學賈銀?每??事找事往??跑??點討?嫌?”快?快語?毫?留情?
“?吧????勞江軍??”???抵?熟???引路何樂????江夏華敲門??動靜?“????巧?????”
“???謝謝????次再??”程庸準備回??
“等?等??什??候??別走?今??作東?給??????學???該?請客?”?言留客?毫?做作?
“哪?讓?破費?請客?該?啊?”程庸忙回請?“叫?賈銀???????”
“?討厭?家夥??請????倆???敢?”似笑非笑?挑逗?
“???……”程庸臉紅?耳??知所措?
“逗????把?嚇????吃?????書呆?肉?定酸?”?概??話???趣?笑彎?腰?程庸?逗笑??真??活潑、?朗?年青??
“???樣?今?據慣例?粉蒸肉??找師傅?打?點?再找?幾??痛?學??????聚餐?順便?請??導?導???怎樣?”
“?帶?任務相請???吧???算?吃?食啊?”?????裝?學???樣?老師程庸欽佩?爽快答應??
江夏華帶幾?調皮??剛坐??幾十?學??聽?程老師???蜂擁???嘰嘰喳喳?鳥歸窠?圍?程庸和江夏華?邊吃邊談??場特別?午餐?
年?賈銀招考公務員走??正??所願飛?枝?變鳳凰?江夏華結婚??男??縣城?江夏華??己?婚姻並?滿意??次與程庸見?幽怨?歎??聲?“?家夥真討厭?絡腮胡?顯老?脾?點?火?”
“?當???覺嘛?”程庸??同情?
“唉???晚?相親?眼睛????清啊?何況脾??????半?曉???”江夏華?點?奈?“?己點?同意???怨??別??湊合罷?”
程庸?知?什?????什???蒼???她淒苦?笑?笑?“別擔?????學?????給???????”
“?願?此?磨合期???慢慢????”程庸??暗暗?她祝福?願她??美??程?
??忙於“兩基”驗收和教學工作?見?機?少????常聽???傳聞????學?獲獎、成績拔尖等教學??事?倒?高初飛??帶???驚??消息???江夏華丈夫?學校?見她?走?內與幾位老師聊??黑?臉??問情由抓住她??將她拖入單?宿舍?老師??驚呆??紛紛指責?快嘴者連比劃帶?告訴?江涵秋?
“?什?法?啊??妹確實強???月??回??趟?叫?怎?????勸??少????聽?”江涵秋歎?口????畢竟?足情深???叫妻??雯燒兩?菜??吃飯?名?做做工作?調解調解?
?做?菜再找????見江夏華坐?床?流淚?“哥、嫂”見江涵秋和?雯進門叫?聲?站??
“?郭呢?”江涵秋???妹婿?
“?早走??”
“真?動???”?雯拉?妹坐??關切?問?
江夏華點點??
?雯罵??“??狠??東西?打???跑?唉?話又?回??當年賈銀??追???知?哪根筋????倒?老??非??老親做親?唉?”
江涵秋瞪??眼?雯???候??此?什?用啊?“????把教學?事放?放?回???吧?”
“虧???做哥哥???妹受?欺負??連??法???”?雯譏諷??
“廢話?讓??跟?打?跟?鬧?讓別??笑話?真???”江涵秋把怒火??妻????
“哥嫂????別爭???周末回??行吧????吃???躺?兒?”
江涵秋?痛?默默???高初飛正????將?因?果與?傾訴??遍?
??聽?關係???????孩?她依舊帶班主任??日?夜?忙??見???兩句話?她?匆匆?別??顰?笑依??樣?親?感?
再見她??她奶奶?葬禮????????件令?毛骨悚?、卻索求?解?異常怪異?事??成鄉??俗?老?入殮??所?吊客與親?按序接踵磕??拜?
喇叭勁吹?淒厲、嘹亮?召喚?裹縞巾?男男女女?圍繞焚燒?紙堆朝靈柩?拜????往?習??常??????事????江夏華剛跪??突覺?重腳輕?“呀”???往?栽倒?幸??雯?旁?見狀?把抱住?口?直喚?“夏華?夏華??郭呢?”?群掃視“?郭”?集????表情冷淡?臉??臉???切似乎與??關?程庸?見??知從何????攥拳??怒目?視?“??媽???????”正準備????郭??推??把?慢騰騰?列?與程庸目光相接?頓??????拿?葡萄糖?用剪刀撬?緊閉?牙關?
“???攤?煞???趕緊搶救?”?老者匆匆???“??????跟???”?老者?吩咐??把屍單拽???用桃?枝???撫?撫?奇跡???江夏華“啊”??聲?醒???全場安靜?驚異與恐懼寫滿臉?
“?事???奶奶???傷?昏迷?鬼扯????事?”江涵秋絕?信?????話打破寧靜?忙活????事?聊??聽??、親?經曆??與今?版本?同?異?江夏華臉色?紙?雙目???仿佛?病初愈?嬌弱???
“程庸???陪夏華聊?聊?”忽?江涵秋叫住?程庸?
“???吧?”程庸?愣?????答應??其??意味?與剛才????切同樣?解?聊什?呢????勸解?諸??死??複??節哀順變?老?長談?蒼????空洞廢話……
?次?街與江夏華偶遇?她正拿?把芹菜往回走?比先?瘦??少?“江軍??最近苗條?少啊?”程庸叫??聲?
“哎喲?作死鬼?把?嚇??跳?”?點憔悴??帶笑意?“最近忙啥啊?????聊聊?”
“躲進?樓?書?寫作??娛?樂?”
“瞞??誰啊???做?????早知???????準備申報特級?材料????保密啊?”
“?從哪聽???”??窺破?事?程庸?點吃驚??第?次聽?“特級教師”?便與萬頃波談?己??法?萬頃波用瘦削??指?桌??停?彈??“?????件容易事?尤其?鄉??”言??意?????態環境??程庸便?信邪??暗暗?努??她怎?知???
“奇怪吧??知?嗎???告訴??”她調皮?眨眨眼?
“???遇???順??事?瘦??少噢?”程庸?再?笑?關切?問?
江夏華臉色變?難??“唉???書呆???攤?麻煩事??走吧?邊走邊??”
兒????江夏華夫妻關係緩和?她把孩?放?縣城?周末回??趟?雖??匆匆?享受?倫?樂?每次離??她???默念?等放假???陪陪孩????次?次失信?
孩??歲????音模糊?連爹媽?叫?明朗?該???什?問題??鄉??傳統認?“貴?語遲”?等等吧??等問題嚴重??孩?臉?變形???超標?
江夏華?見寫?“腦癱”診斷書??體掏空?命運怎?愛捉弄???究竟做錯?什???哭??喊??什???做?靜靜?坐?走?邊??泥塑木雕?
“?什?需??作??盡管??”程庸默默聽她訴??臨?急切?問?
江夏華搖搖??“?先?性??毫?辦法???跟孕期病毒感染?關?”
程庸長長歎?口???怎???呢?若幹年?????次學習?聽北師?錢誌亮教授講座《究因學業?良》?知?懷孕初期最易受感染?專家建議?女老師懷孕初期??給假???算?產假??因?學????同家庭和社區???帶??同?病毒……程庸查?資料???確切?證據????年??事?
“??準備怎?辦?”
“???知?啊???????吧??學????憋??少日??終於??????舒服?少?謝謝??”
?年?月雨水特別???成河咆哮??周末?名學??回家路?落水?亡???才知???江夏華?學????周末江夏華??準備回家???丈夫打?門??硬拉死拽?她連連請求?和孩???聲注意安全???豬?樣?東西蠻橫?禮?
?????樣?事?她?責??????提醒????送?程?太??假設?與事?補?她崩潰??意識???虎?虎腦?男孩????己?邊?夜夜從夢?驚醒?惡夢連連??法安睡???精?恍惚?工作經常?錯?飲食失調?形銷骨立?
程庸??幾次?江夏華淒苦?笑?笑?????法趕走夢魘?原?吵??進她班?教師?女?找??樣或?樣?借口?把孩?調班???同加?駱駝背?最??根稻草?江夏華徹底垮??程庸憤怒?找??幾?落井?石者?“??????點良?啊??樣做?逼死????????”
“??法?啊?她??樣?????放?嘛?假設??該怎樣做?”?言???教師?尊嚴?哪?
??江涵秋動用社?關係?江夏華回?縣城??電視台當編輯???程庸聽?江夏華服毒?趕?????醫院內?見?程庸?她慘??笑?“???死?除非讓?回?學校?”
最??次見?她??她回家?父母?順便?學校?高初飛?見非常高興?吩咐程庸準備晚餐?熱情接待?江夏華??朗??少?臉色紅潤?程庸??興奮異常?
晚?高初飛安排梅?雲、哈姐和許家金與她打牌?玩牌?江夏華?笑?止?原??許家金背???鏡??從鏡???????牌?和??幾次實?忍?住??
????次竟?永訣?躺?鮮花叢??江夏華??嬌??臉?卻帶?笑意?
“?許因?偶???選擇?教育???旦選擇便?怨?悔?用十分?熱忱?工作?等?老?成?奶奶?兒孫繞膝????豪?告訴???誰???作????當年?學???????世?走?遭?”???切??實?啊??怎??走???失信於朋友?失信於學?啊?