33、我有所念
33、??所念
“程庸?電話?齊吉打電話找??”高初飛?樓?辦公室喊??程庸?喘籲籲?樓?拿?電話?“喂?齊吉啊?當領導??什?指示?”聽?齊吉?聲音?程庸趁機揶揄????
“死程庸??喜歡拿??事呀?住?路近近??聽?‘流?’?事?吧?????聲啊?勸勸????”齊吉劈?蓋臉?通責怪?
“劉?東?最近?見????什?奇跡??”程庸愛用??名字取笑?
“?次???齊吉???‘流?’奇聞啊?”齊吉???話讓程庸嚇??跳?
“什?奇聞啊??快??”程庸真?急???底劉?東?什?奇聞?
“???放棄?湘靈?與?學校?書店?女老板綠萼????”齊吉?????爆炸性新聞?
“???????和湘靈?直關係??絕????”程庸吃驚?餘?果斷否定?傳聞?
“???書呆??工作狂??知低?拉車???抬??路?早晚??社?淘汰?連?邊傳?沸沸揚揚?事??曉??何況???朋友?事?”齊吉夾槍帶棒又責怪?頓?
“?怎?知???”程庸???相信?
“?事??門?奇事傳千??最近茶餘飯??把?事當笑料??始?和??樣打死??信?????名?姓????假?”齊吉???鼻??眼??像?真???回事?
“?事電話??講?清??和邵武約????周末???????真?????揍????真????再?法拆散?”程庸雖周末?事??劉?東?事???主動邀請邵武?
“豈?此理???當?問問??‘流?’????腦?進水??湘靈???姑娘?”邵武聽????思議?
打完邵武電話?程庸似乎?哪聽?王玄標???談論??????結?婚?青年老師與書店老板?老婆????女?比????歲????孩?雲雲??慣常?喜歡參與?類?卦????居?扯??劉?東?
劉?東長相英俊?濃眉?眼??胖?瘦???標準?青年才俊???性格特立獨行??行?素?類似陳衛???比陳衛更玩世?恭??學校讀書??鼓搗?照相藝術?買?器材和?量書籍?每?潛?研究照相技術?將???房?隔?做?暗室?定影粉?顯影粉?瓶瓶罐罐?膠卷?序?存放??程庸??幾次和?洗?幾次照片?????化學家?勺?勺?挑粉??量筒?量筒倒水????照????每完成??程序?用本?記錄???與?幾次進行比較?此??表情嚴肅??句話?????認真勁兒?亞於科學實驗???點煙?全?凝視盤?照片?觀察其清晰度?
??程庸和?正???操作??突??叫?聲“???成功??”?拳砸向程庸??舞足蹈?太興奮??“光照書講?真?行???己?斷?試?”?錯啊?紙???終屬淺?確知此事須躬行?
程庸?跟?高興?幾年???論野外、教室、餐廳……??直給劉?東當模特??始照片漆黑?團???分?清鼻?眉毛???今清晰?斯??喜?賀??久湘靈代替?程庸?位置?當?模特?
劉?東與湘靈?同學?公認????兩家????兩??學校關係親密???同車?劉?東照顧體貼湘靈?湘靈幫?洗洗刷刷???照相技術成熟?劉?東?湘靈拍??少?活照?照片?湘靈笑容燦爛?光彩照??湘靈?門總邀請劉?東?????並行?笑語嫣嫣???壁???少?側目?視?將歡樂、美?灑滿?路?
??居?……???程庸???動?春?月?樁事浮????周末齊吉、邵武等相約??騎車遠足?暢遊江?洲?順便拜訪?川、葉盎?、花盈袖等同學?
程庸、劉?東、湘靈????湘靈?反常態將背包遞給程庸?“程庸?把?包背??”
“???搞錯啊???‘流?’?專利??別讓‘流?’打翻?醋缸?”程庸?接?怪笑?調侃?
“叫?背?包?哪?許?話呀?”湘靈嗔怪??瞧?眼劉?東?
今?兩?怎???程庸試圖找破僵局；“?兩口鬧別扭??”
“程庸???完?完???今?????????????真??興趣??”湘靈粉?含怒?程庸?敢再口?遮攔?扭???劉?東??似乎帶?淡淡、怪怪?笑??知???什???見程庸背?包?便領??車?行?與程庸和湘靈保持?段距離?若即若離?
程庸納悶?路?今?兩??知吃?什?藥???鬧??點?別扭??許相戀????樣?偶爾??點?摩擦?關係?更精進????往深處??
?路?各懷?思?忽略?美景?路?齊吉、邵武等加入??家見?高興?互相問候?車速卻?變向目??進????未??劉?東與湘靈?異樣?
十?許抵達江?洲?江?洲顧名思義?處於江???翡翠鑲入玉帶??分?江?江水翻騰新波?滾滾東??江邊綠柳成蔭?深綠壓淺綠?桃李羅堂??深紅疊淺紅?飛鳥??落落?相向?鳴?狀類桃花源??家?
?群意????青年?渾忘疲乏??綠柳成蔭、雜??花?江堤??又?又笑?互相打鬧、逗趣……湘靈?快融入其??
“‘流?’??給??拍照?”眾美?蝶舞柳??輕撫柳條?或坐或臥?兩兩相邀???成群?“??倆拍張吧?劉?東快??”……
劉?東?捧相機?跑?跑??或蹲或趴?選擇最佳位置?打??勢?讓同框者擺?姿勢?醞釀表情?留?最美瞬?、成?青春最亮麗?記憶?
“‘流?’太辛苦??湘靈???定?疼?吧?”齊吉見滿??汗?劉?東??始打趣湘靈?
“???怎?扯?????真?奇跡啊????????”湘靈似乎?點????走??獨立花???
齊吉?點莫名其妙???合常理啊?用?肘拐拐程庸?“書呆????????點??勁喏?”
“?啥??點?別扭?情侶??打?鬧?挺正常??展軌跡?”程庸?????笑嘻嘻?欣賞?江東???切???美??
“???請湘靈清歌?曲?????”湘靈歌喉婉轉清麗?同學集???她總愉快、動情歌?曲?邵武?位當年宣傳委員????忘記?茬??
“??”“??提議太美妙??”“?久?聽???”……眾?哄?叫??
“唱什?呢??啦‘?水??’既?情??景?”邵武??江水和綠洲?景?頓?靈感?
“?啊?邵武尤勝當年啊?”程庸讚賞?加?
“?吧?”湘靈快?快語?亮?喉嚨?唱?
綠草蒼蒼??霧茫茫?
?位佳???水???
綠草萋萋??霧迷離?
?位佳??靠水?居?
?願逆流???
依偎?她?旁?……?泣似訴?哀婉纏綿?仿佛撫???柔軟處?聽者情??禁擊節相和?突??“?願……”高音處?微顯淒厲、沙啞?真情流露?猶勝往昔?
?曲終??餘音?絕?良久才響?叫?聲?
“欣賞完?仙樂???該誰呢????‘流?’?”邵武?意拿劉?東????家知???音?全?
“別拿????叫程?才??段經典誦讀吧?”劉?東把球踢給?程庸?
“??先讓書呆?????跑???”齊吉趁機折衷?
“既??家?怕傷?耳朵????吧??什?呢?”程庸搔搔??難?選擇?
“?啦???《詩經.蒹葭》?合於情?合於景?”湘靈搶??今?怎?啦?粘?程庸?程庸瞥??眼劉?東??反應?便吟詠?
蒹葭蒼蒼??露?霜?所謂伊???水???
溯洄從???阻且長?溯遊從??宛?水?央?
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優美?語言、樸實?情感?引?入勝?清唱與吟誦珠聯璧合?
“??該‘流?’??別推脫???家???尋????吟誦?亞於程?才???”?學校劉?東最喜誦讀古文?
“?吧??首?居易?《夜雨》?‘??所念??隔?遠遠鄉???所感事?結?深深腸……’”?情真意切?追求執??
程庸???動?《夜雨》??居易寫給初戀情????同樣叫湘靈?隔壁女孩?兩??猜?卻?緣?分?末果初戀?永世傷痕?難????巧合???劉?東?意????果?意?????表達什??“花非花?霧非霧”撲朔迷離?幾片花悄????飄落?湘靈????知??何感?程庸沉思???川吹響洞簫?簫聲引?水鳥和鳴?博?滿堂彩?
“????再??次合影?調???請?拍攝?‘流?’?定?參加??”齊吉??樣??式結束今??遊樂?
“讓今??功臣‘流?’站???湘靈伴???讓??祝福?倆?”
“??”?片歡呼?“?、?……”?家招朋引伴、挨挨擠擠排成?排?
“‘流?’快?啊?”齊吉故意拉?與湘靈?距離?讓???站?位置?
劉?東似乎?聽清???高叫??“站??站??帶點笑意?”“程?才????笑?太誇張?嘴張????”……?停?糾正同框者動作和表情?????擠進隊伍?意思?
“?啦?靠緊點?別動??、?、??”?聽?“哢嚓”?聲?畫?定格?眾?散??才??歡樂?光??易逝?頓感饑腸轆轆?
“吃飯??”?川相邀?家??家?熱情接待?
“老齊??武??程?才?與‘流?’喝酒?坐???”?川安排??
“??今?????同學???分男女??男女搭配喝酒?醉?”邵武提議?
“????提議????湘靈?坐?兒?”葉盎?將座位安排??劉?東與湘靈緊挨??她卻擠坐程庸與齊吉???
“???吧?”程庸??欲讓?湘靈?把拉住衣角??掙紮?幾????坐???????知何?成?兩?交鋒?擋箭牌?
“?????太拘泥??兩情若?長久?又豈????刻?”花盈袖笑??
喝?、談?各??趣事?劉?東?顧??喝?酒?杯幹???倒????杯?約莫?半斤朝??又舉?空杯?邵武斟酒?“‘流?’??喝??少????再喝??”
“?事??放??倒酒啊?”劉?東紅?臉?催促邵武?
眾?始覺劉?東?????今?兒情緒反常?便停止交談?眼光聚焦於??屋內頓?安靜?
“?武??倒酒啊?”劉?江?點惱怒?加重語??
邵武倒?????倒????僵??兒?湘靈?把奪?酒瓶?滿意滿?斟??杯??揚脖?????
“湘靈??怎?????喝??”程庸劈?相奪?及?
“?今???喝????酒嗎????喝???喝?”湘靈閃躲程庸?兩杯見底?似?借酒?泄積壓許久?情緒?
“齊吉??哪??死?啊???攔???”邵武朝齊吉怒吼??從未?????脾??齊吉??夢初醒?趕緊?奪酒瓶?
“齊吉???別攔?……”湘靈躲?齊吉??瘋癲狀?欲再喝??程庸搶??
劉?東怔怔????似乎眼???切與??關?
平?滴酒?沾?湘靈??路騎行??疲勞?再賭?喝酒???醉倒?葉盎?與花盈袖扶她?休息?劉?東兀?斟?飲???超量?
“劉?東??底怎???”齊吉追問???打破悶葫蘆?
“?事??事??酒喝急??待?……”劉?東語?倫次?趴倒?
眾皆??相覷?意識???什?事??究竟?什?事啊???兩?醉???江水?語東流?
愉快?旅程?歡?散?程庸留?等湘靈和劉?東?夜??程庸輾轉反側?回?每?細節?反常?絕?反常???什?呢?百思??其解?夜半輪船鳴笛聲?枕邊?劉?東卻沉沉睡??呼吸均勻??知湘靈怎樣??覺宿鳥嗓林?早?湘靈?容憔悴?見程庸亦?語???且行且停緩慢?回?路?程庸?論怎?問?兩?皆??口?
莫非劉?東?情場失意?賭??移情別戀?????找……
“程庸???什?啊????別栽?溝??”程庸?驚?抬??見?齊吉、邵武??
“老齊??究竟?乍回事啊?????否瘋??做?樣怪事?”程庸急切?問?意識?希望?傳言?
“事情?概??樣??”齊吉?????邊走邊談?往劉?東家???